stupid

i had maggie mee for lunch for e past 3 daes
hows tat man!
fuking unhealthy lah!
thats the problem when im home everydae or every afternoon
there will nv be a proper meal

didn sleep well last nite
cos my body was v v v v v v v v v itchy
gots big patches of rashes and i dunno why
woke up in e middle of the night and scratch non stop like a monkey.
that is why i woke up so lethargic todae..
hai..

kumon meetin at 5 later
and im droppin by the stupid bbdc again to give my stupid cheque becos my stupid cheque got rejected
my stupid cheque got rejected becos of the stupid ltd word i stupidly didn put in
and so my stupidity cause mi so many trouble and i have to travel down again havin a big chance that i will board the stupid old and filthy bus 187
that is how stupid the whole thing is
and stupidity really kills!
so dun be stupid.

I FEEL SOOOOOOOO

GOOD!

packed my room till 3am last night..well..my efforts are paid off i say..
finally i got my lazy butt off and cleared my rubbish
field prac visual aids lah..
learning corner materials lah..
tonnes of notes..
and many many more..
in total, i cleared 3 big paper bags of rubbish!
and i feel the air in my room fresher..
:))
gonna run to ikea soon and get lots of nice boxes..
my house is realli deprived of storage place man..
junks everywhere..
bue dahan..
actualli im realli reluntant of throwin my stuff
cos junks always come useful when you realised u have thrown them away.
agree?

these few days got quite a lot of thgs done..
not too bad still..
its not like realli staring into blank space at home for the past few days
i even finally bought a planner at a darn cost of 19.90 which i realised after that, that i could have gotten it free from my dad's office. :(

i thk i need a new desk real soon..
it looks like it will collapse anytime..
and its blardy dusty.
well..my maid is not doin her job!!!!
and i feel like changing my laptop..
hmm..change to a smaller one..

dropping by at bbdc again later to give my cheque and book my first class.
after which, kumon at 7pm again.

k tats all bye.

to baby,
exams are comin,
study hard and dun waste ur past 3 yrs in ITE
grit ur teeth and go for the last lap.
it will be over very very soon..
good luck
&
many many flying colours:))

rotten

darn bored lah!
heavy rain n super LOUD thunder
woke up at 2 and slack till now
my baby is in school
when he reached sch, he sent a msg saying
'baby reach school alr..gonna study hard alr..u rest well loves muck!'
BUT BUT BUT
when i dropped him a few sms jus now,
he didn reply
and tat most possibly means
HE IS SLEEPING AWAY IN CLASS!!
MY GOD MAN.

'mus be flirty but mus not mi as flirty as mi'
haha hor babytanzhiqiang?
i didn know u have sucha a UNIQIE & CREATIVE criteria for ur gf lei

steamboat yum yum!!

san and jac:
'eh read about ur pap part time job thg from ur blog'......
'YOU BETTER DUN GO AND WORK TAT BO LIAO PAP CHILDCARE 2-5PM JOB HOR! SIAO AH! FIND A BETTER JOB LAH! ALWAYS LIKE TO WORK THIS KIND OF PATHETIC JOB! & yadayada.....'
( p.s. they detest my current job now. cos of the pay and the working hrs. they nag whenever they are reminded of it. my poor ears...)

me:
'hahahahaha ok. :(
quite a loud disapproval
thus i shall say NO to it and continue slacking :))

steamboat at jac's house todae
very nice!!!!
i seldom had nice chicken soup
it happened to mi tat for lots of steamboat i went with chicken soup base,
they are tasteless or v bland (did i spel it correctly?)
the tom yam was superb oso
eat till damn full lah. and each of us paid 9 bucks each for sucha filling one..
NICE LAH!

jac's daddy was cute
when everyone was eating he would stand behind and watch
i got a shocked when i turned around and saw him standing right behind mi
and then who jac sat beside mi saw my reaction and turned back to look as well
jac said
'papa! why u stand there?!'

dad said
' i want to see! see who nv eat i want to scold!'
cute isnt it?

anyway who had small games in the room after tat
went home around 9 plus..
the journey home wasnt tat disaster as i imagined
on the way chatted with xiuping and shu ann
then after cityhall was left with mi n xp
talk talk talk talk talk
and we reached our hometown -JURONG EAST
tat was like fast lah

oh
i mus blog this
went bugis temple to pray with my family this noon
walan eh
the crowd is I-DUNNO-HOW-TO-SAY
hate it man! squeeze and push as if there is somebody giving free gifts? LCD SCREENS? IPOD?
SIAO ONE LEI! I WAS SO DAMN PISSED OFF LAH
WANT TO PUT MY FLOWER INTO THE VASE OSO SO DIFFICULT
when i was finally one arm away from the vase,
some idiots push push push
and i was at the back again
MADNESS MAN.
spore for u:)

then back to night time story
when xp and i changed trained to the middle platform at jurong east
again lah
the people rushed and ran like hell to the train at the middle platform
and i whispered to xp 'walau. siao one. i hate to see such thgs man. need to run until like tat meh?'
spore for u again:)

my baby call. bye all

finished work at 9plus
still considering if i should take up the part time pap job tat ericia mentioned
at woodlands pap childcare 2pm to 5pm
an hour 6 bucks or 5 bucks i thk?
from now till 9th march
i have straight bus
hmm..dunno..
discuss with my baby first..

hmm
actualli i thk im a really super lucky gal..
living in comfort since i was born..
there was car who fetched me to and fro school from nursery to sec 4
i need not worry about a single cent, my expenses etc
parents gave mi a good life tat i can nv ask for more
i have all that i wanted
and i owe them big time

throughout my life, i have nv encountered any financial problem issue
i get wad i want rather easily
i get new stuffs..
i dun have to get second hand thgs becos i cant afford
i am always given the best
from birth till now,
it has been a very smooth sailing life..
its all becos of my parents who worked so hard to give mi the best

so when they are old,
they will have a smooth sailing life also
they will get the best thgs
they will live the best house
that time will be the best part of their lifes
they will get to enjoy the fruits that they bear years ago

similarly,
i will give the best to my children
cos i've seen many other people leading different kinds of lifes from me
and i know for sure tat
the life im leading now
the comfort of living that i have now
is truely one of the best.

i want my children and everyone else to be happy and healthy.
thats the most impt that one should have living in this world
without both of these,
it isn;t living life to the fullest as compared to those who have those assets
believ it or nt
happiness is the cure for everythg
so DUN WORRY..BE HAPPY:)

now that i have a bf who loves mi as well..
who cares and pampers mi whenever it is within his means
who is willing to do wad it takes to make mi happy
who is always there for mi when i needed him
who gives mi countless comfort when im down
who gives mi many advices to make situation better
who always protect mi!
who understand my needs
and give in to mi at times
who make mi learn and do the 'giving and taking'
and ETC ETC
im more den contented..

also friends who sincerely love mi..care for mi..dote me..
i appreciate that with all my hearts
god has been treating mi really nicely
perhaps i've been a nice person past lifes
so people,
thgs like reincarnation should nv be overlooked and laughed at
live this life being a good person no matter how hard or tough life looks now
cos u will get ur deserved reward soon
above is always watching
and dun thk that they missed out any unfavourable events
so just be a good and honest person this life la hor!

actualli im blogging to past time
waitin for baby to knock off..
who knows realli blog so much
was emo in the middle part somemore..

k lah bye

'NEW YEAR GOODIES'
that is a open close inveryted
hahahaha i said exclamation mark wth
i onli realise when i read the my own entries

tml baby and i shall go bbdc to register for my driving class!!!!
since im free these days..
jus go for it lah rite..
and since my dad was very supportive of mi learning driving
(he said that if i got nth to do next time, i can be a taxi driver "_")
so tat boost my confidence abit.
NONSENSE
NTH TO DO I CAN TAKE MY ECH DIP AND BE A OLD & GRUMPY AUNTY CHILDCARE TEACHER RITE?
BE WAD TAXI DRIVER MAN..MUS BE JOKING

hai eating maggie mee now
ke lian
eat until like those trishaw peoplre like tat
one leg up
kumon at 7 later
JIASHENG!

yest caught jus follow law with bibi
veri funny n nice show
fann wong realli can act big time
u all should go n watch and de-stress abit
anyway jack neo's film always quite funny one mah
after movie went up kbox to look for baby's friends

so free these days
free until v sian man.
life seems so aimless and meaningless now:((
gonna find another job soon.
hopefully office work.
haha i have yet to try office work yet


i dun understand know
why does my fats always go to my face first??
sad lei.
y cant it go to other parts of my body?
why mus it be the face?
why why why why why?
I HATE FAT FAT FACE
I WANT SMALL SMALL FACE!

ok bye

imsohungryman
whenismyfishslicenoodlecomingback?

damn slack todae
slept from 9am to 5pm
haha mj e whole night yest again
dun everytime see i mj mj mj ok den say i queen of gambler ok
most of e time i watch my baby play
we paired up
i find this more meaningful and fun.
cos i can spend time with my baby ma
sit beside him and tian mi mi with him..
hor baby?
haha puke la puke la for those who want to puke

my noodle is back
bye

new yr resolution

AIYO how can i forget this
my this yr's resolution is

1) learn driving and get my license by this yr
2) get into nus (if i can) and work hard
3) be dilligent and intelligent
4) be happy
5) be healthy!
6) bliffful with baby:)

HAPPY NEW YR

from the time i woke up,
have been frantically smsing for tonights' gathering
aiyoooo
next tim just contact thru email lah
sms damn expensive man

my throat sucks lah
so uncomfortable
walau i look at my house 'NEW YEAR GOODIE'
what is with my exclamation mark?
cos those goodies,
are not new year goodies at all
they are more like for BIRTHDAY PARTIES can
no bah kua
no prawn roll
no pineapple tarts
got la got lah..
e onli traditional thg is the love letters
INSTEAD
there are, M&M chocs
gummies sweets
ferrero
e rest i duwan to look at it liao lah
my heart fell when i knew there isn any bah kua
NY FAVOURITE!!
my heart shattered when i knew there isn any prawn roll
MY ULTIMATE FAVORITE
HAI DUN SAE LIAO LAH

yeest after midnight
went supper with zq and his friends
weiliang drove lah
but the van or caravan or dunno wad is COMFORTABLE

haha e owner fixed a sofa at the back of the van
can sleep can slack can wadever behind man..
baby so shiok sitting behind
but when the car jam or stop abruptly
then the joke comes.
haha

i looked like an alien when im still at home at this hour
for almost everyone i called,
almost all their reaction was
FRIEND: 'EH! WHY U STILL AT HOME? NV BAI NIAN MEH?'
ME: ' NOT SO EARLY LA. I JUS WAKE UP LOR'
FRIEND: 'HUH! EARLY? NOW SO LATE LIAO. YOUR FAMILY SO LATE DEN BAI NIAN ONE MEH?'
ME: '....... ERM YA'

i didn know tat its so damn wierd to bai nian at late noon until i met u all my dear friends
hahaha. amazing.

k bye
good day to all
have fun
and be rich! (with all ur gamblings and ang bao. HA)

New year, New blog

welcome to my fcuking ugly new blogskin
so sian man this blog
not interesting and dull
anyway the picture looks like paradize or somethg
so jus hope tat my life will resemble that


happy new yr eve to all:))
my baby hope tat u are enjoying your steamboat now

mj overnight again
baby won
YEAH!!!!
later may be goin out with baby and his friends later
hope tat the traffic will not be heavy
cos u know lah..e driver..ermm..dunno can cope or not..
haha. poor thg that boy
dun take it to heart ah!

went last min shopping yest with baby and his friends
baby bought 2 tops and 1 bottom
bet he mus be so happy lah
but its damn expensive can
i jus manage to buy a top from a shop at fareast
dunno i like it or nt also.
jus buy lah.
oh yesyes and i bought another pair of new shoe!!!!!
haha.
thats my biggest joy yest lah.

yest went NUS to submit my supportin doc for the application
oh my that school is HUGE
jus hope tat i can get it
suddenly i have the 'wanna get into nus' feeling
haha.
i applied for NTU also..
but im nt keen in tat
cos journey to NTU is nt very convenient
i have straight bus to NUS
but den u know la..
NUS..not easy to get in
especially when im a poly undergrad

bye:)

UGLY FACE MONSTER

walau i better learn how to post up my pics here before other places are bombarded with my ugly photos..throw face man.

how come when i read san's blog, our chalet seemed much more exciting and fun then how i write about it..
u read my blog, u will feel 'jus a normal boring chalet lor'
u read san's blog, 'wa..quite fun and entertaining chalet'
anyways..quick send mi the photos and videos taken during the chalet.
the lau yu sheng video is power lah.
that features phang shu ann la.

isn't feeling well at all now.
but jus pulled myself up to kumon.
saw my beloved jiasheng.
still as cute.

tml baby goin to accompany me to nus and give my application document
how sweet of my baby hor..
baby love u love u love u muacks muacks muacks!
but dun HIAM huh
haha.. private joke..

enjoyin my mcflurry now despite the super uncomfortable throat of mine.
hai heck lah,
feel so sian now.
poor baby coming over my place to do his project..
my poor baby
has been workin very hard for the past few days.
tml we will go out and enjoy ok?
we will shop at flash n splash..
we will dine at crystal jade or other heavenly place
we will have mad fun k

my face look awfully chao ta now.
and the skin is peeling
OH MAN
I CANT LET THIS HAPPEN AT THIS POINT OF TIME
SO I CRAZILY PUT LOTS LOTS LOTS OF MOISTURIZER EVERY FEW MINUTES
IF NOT I WILL LOOK LIKE AN UGLY PEELING FACE MONSTER DURING CNY

somebody teach mi how to put links in my blog
haiya.
somebody jus teach mi everythg about blog other den just posting lah.
computers and technology is darn impt these days
but im still sucha a darn tech idiot
but i jus hate IT man
no reason
just hate
sometimes i rather just do it manually
those microsoft office thgs learnt in poly have all gone back to mrs pek

im gonna learn driving soon!!
whoo! baby faster k
we'll learn tog

oh ya somethg to add on to san's entry
people, if u want to commit suicide by jumpin off the building
try the 'samsung' at wild wild wet
i bet u will change ur mind.

CNY steamboat at 23 jan or 25 jan
either shu ann's hse or xiuping's house
this time, i will bring my baby along
get informed and updated.

i love my boyfriend

3days 2nights chalet

day 1:
wild wild wet right after we check in
my first time there
there wasnt much people..
so i quite enjoyed it
haha quite funny oso lah..
the samsung is madness!!!
the sky rider is the best lah.
jus relax and cycle
and gets thighs aches right after tat!! abused by shu ann.
washed up, and prepared for our bbq..
surprisingly the life guards from wild wild wet came for our bbq
didn expect they will turn up..
think they must be cursing and swearing at my stupid mouth
anyway they ate and talk cock and then business for shuann and jacq
SHALL NOT DISCLOSE HERE
*PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL
after bbq, slacked and played games
murderer..pig game..rhythm etc etc
6am, sleep.

day 2:
woke up and went TANNING at the pool
did u hear it right?
I WENT TANNING!!!
i almost died on the tanning chair.
shu ann should know how traumatise i look
the sun was damn blardy fierce.
after tat swimming with jacq and shu ann..
lunch at foodcourt and den back to chalet to bath
after tat we went fun station (arcade) for daytona haha
fun
and other games lah.
the basketball is power oso lah.
we damn kb down there man
luckily it wasn any peak period
if nt we might most prob got beaten up by those lians and bengs
we were damn noisy lah.
night cycling was cancelled.
plan changed to mahjong
and tat trained ur flexibility and ur stamina to withstand back ache.
the backache is superb really.
but thanks to me,
i showed them the origin of mahjong. how mahjong originated.
damn funnyhahaha
slept at 3am.

day 3:
check out and macdonalds time.
home sweet home after filling out stomach.

baby happy v dae!
thanks for that lil thg from u.
thanks for doing this despite ur superly busy and tired schedulee
thanks for calling at 12am to wish my happy vdae.
haa.
loves u lots.
see you tonight:)

its just another day..sigh..
i hope miracle will happen
its sad to think of tat as miracle when i guess any other people out there get it easily

tat irriatin asshole
stop comin in to irritate mi!
ask mi this and tat..neverending stupid question
feel like slammin my door shut n forbid him to enter for the rest of my entire life

a big joke of my life
advance april fool
no..should be a graduation gift
final report assignment
5 - 6 pages can be an error!!! walau eh..goodness.. and u know wad is the correct one?
20 - 25 pages..
to think such error can be made in the assignment descriptor..
wads wrong with these teachers man
simply ridiculous

so tired..
din sleep well last night..
nightmare..
realli is nightmare!!!
here goes my dream..

somebody died..and two of my friends ( i dunno who they are) tied the body up and put her behind the lorry..
dunno why i sat behind e lorry with e dead body
and then expected lah..e body move and stare at me
scared e shit out of me and i wanted to jump off the lorry
the corpse grabbed my leg and i screamed lah
my two friends in the front seats stop and get mi to sit with em
one of my frns dunno have supernatural power or wad lah..stare at the corpse in the eyes and then there is somne green light and the corpse 'died' again
a while later.. a hand grabbed mi from the back again..holy shit lah..damn scary lah..
den it goes on like tat with the corpse wan to attack mi or somethg

my frn got down the vehicle and wanted to explode the whole lorry
but whu noes.. the corpse managed to escape the lorry also
and then started chasing us!!!!
ohmygod this part is damn scary ok
the guy pulled mi and we ran to a nearest hotel
keep runnin and runnin and hiding
hoping tat the corpse dun find us
but jus like tv drama,
the corpse eventually will..

then e behind part i forget liao..
i jus know i didn sleep well
end of story.
but people, when u sleep, dun put ur hand/s on your chest
you will realli have nightmare.

finally!! recovered my blog cos i damn damn damn irritatingly forgot my password and username once more.

tired of the process of recoverin my password and username all these shit, finally,
i have decided to write it down!
my username and password is rite in front of my eyes now. so rest assured, i will blog as regularly as i can:)

haiya many ask mi, 'eh sharon! why this kind of blog address? wad shittysharon?'
well..its all becos of u all then i put this name can? to aid u all in remembering my blog add well..shittysharon ma..

didn blog for looongggggggggg..
school has offically ended..now we are left with the IEP final report..
after tat..im free from school!!! yeaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i feel kind of sad..cos im still strugglin with thw decision of studying first or work first? if i wwork first, might as well slog all the way..and earn money..for a good living in future..

oh ya
baby,
CONGRATS!!!! im realli proud of u baby..work hard this sem and enrol in TP..its realli unbelievable u know..im glad tat u're offered with this great opportunity..now ur future light up again!!! yeah!! realli happy for u... im sure ur parents will be very proud of you also..hopefully this coming year will be a good, blessful and prosperous one for you and your family:) no matter wad, i'll be there for you..but be prepared tat the path will nt be that easy..but i know and trust that u can do it..u're my strong boy rite? jus think of the future..grit ur teeth and go all out for it..work hard..and i know u will succeed..we will work hard and be successful together ok? all the best for you..

class chalet next mon to wed..haha..im soooo looking forward to it lah..except the fact tat wed is vdae la..but anyway baby is nt free for mi oso sob.. every year we have realli memorable class chalet rite? with all the gals..talking..playing..lots of thgs lah..

my poly life ended in a swift..
time flies super fast and im graduating..
now i understand why many adults hope tat time could turn back..
walking in adulthood is realli a challenge..
suddenly im going be to standing all on my own..
quite scary and stressful..
but its all part and parcel of life..i know i will make it thru..everybody passes this stage..so i shall not fret as well..

so people..im 19 now..8 more months to 20 years old..if u wana crap with mi, do it now and fast..cos when i hit 20, i will accept NO NONSENSE OK!

HAHA! CRAZY. IM TALKING COCK. IN FACT I CANT LIVE WITHOUT LAME JOKES AND RUBBISH
BYE BYE.
LOVE U BABY.
GOOD LUCK FOR UR FRIENDLY MATCH TONIGHT