was walking to caltex to buy breakfast when
i walked past a huge rubbish chute and an enormous housefly which can't brake in time due to the high flying speed, knocked onto my face.
its so fcuking gross.
thank you housefly. for making me feel dirty for the whole day.

housefly, in case u're not educated, accidents are happening everywhere.

all the hard decisions and dilemmas are over.
everything settled.
ive given up SIM business management course for the degree in early childhood course.
thanks to many people who gave mi their constructive advises.
i may not applied, but at least ive learnt something.

i will be going for a part time 10 mth course to get my bachelor in arts (early childhood education) awarded by university of wales.
my first lesson is tmr!! :)
this is a UK university.
i will work hard for this 10 mths to get my honours as well.
this programme will be sponsered by my current company and after which i will bond 3 years with them to train myself to be their curriculum development manager.
its a rare opportunity that i should not let go.
although graduating from SIM with that business cert will hold mi a secure place and salary in bank etc, but i opt out of it to go for something im more interested in.
my boss has picked me to fill that position and im realli grateful.
from the very beginning, things started well ever since i joined this company.
i can say that lady luck has been with me all the while.

what baby say has a great impact on me.
although a bond may be risky.
however, im still young and such great opportunity is on me.
im still able to play with this 3 years to try out something different and challenging in the early childhood field.
if im realli nt satisfy with the bond n the job scope at the end of my 3 years bond,
at least i've nothing to lose.
i leave with a valuable experience.

baby thanks for being there and spending time talking to me about it.

im sososo happy because i went shopping at a small shop selling korea and HK apparels at my neighbourhood.
the clothes are nice!
besides, its so excited having a trendy shop nearby ur house.

people are difficult to satisfy and complicated creatures.
we crave n want choices at time
but when choices come right in front of us,
we feel so vex n dilemma over that and even tot that how nice it will be if we dun have choices.

money and comfort. which do u choose?
money and happiness. which do u choose?
money and doing the things you like. which do you choose?

i dun have much time already. but im still struggling with my decisions.
most people told mi to look on the money side.
only one told mi to follow my heart.
and that only one has touched my heart.
im realli grateful becos that realli boost me alot.
it gives me much more comfidence. realli.

since i cant have both now.
i hope tat one dae, with my hard work, i will be rewarded with good money and satisfactory in my job.
i believe hard work pays off.
i wun stop believing until the day it happens once again for me..

the hello kitty legend

yesterday had steamboat at anita's house..
there were 10 of us..
it was quite nice..but like baby say..its like eating for leisure
cos not much poultry stuff..alot of vege and mushroom
anyway while eating halfway
there was an sudden intense poppin n beating on my eyelid
(they say that sometime it means u are tired or something bad is goin to happen)
so after a nice meal, i climbed onto the sofa and dropped down
suddenly, there was a loud PIAK sound
i landed on anita's fav hello kitty phone and the wing on the hello kitty body broke!!!!!
OH MAN! THIS IS DISASTER. hello kitty is like her life her baby man.
wa kao. i can see tears in her eyes man. she didn blame me but i felt so bad. went down with baby to get superglue which we later found out tat its a FAKE elephant superglue. anyway baby helped mi to stick back the broken wing. sob sob..dunno how isit now..anyway the wing is not for nothing one k..it will flap with flashing light when the phone rings..hai..
i know anita is super sad. by the way she is my supervisor..

so after stickin back the wing and everyone has eaten..we cleared up n went lido to watch saw 4. they managed to smuggle me in..hahaha. keep hiding beside marcus so that the uncle wun see me properly. anyway the show..is GROSS x100. the person who tot of this movie is INSANE! DOWNRIGHT INSANE! anyway i fell asleep in e cinema for a few minutes before some gross sound from the gross scene woke me up again. was so tired after the movie. surprisingly baby n i resisted the temptation to take cab..we took a NR bus back instead!!

woke up todae and was still so guilty about the hellp kitty phone. went to yew tee with baby to look for it. no hello kitty phone :(
went to je cos baby say je might have such stuff..so we alighted at je and there was a pasar malam. and ALAS! WE FOUND A SIMILAR PHONE! was so excited and glad becos i didn bear high hope of finding one as anita said that it was the last piece already. this time, i found a hello kitty phone..standing there exactly like the one anita owns..n the best part is, it has wings too!!!!! so happy. bought it without hesitation.. i hope tat anita will feel better when she sees the new phone i bought for her.. although it wasnt exactly the one she has, but this is the most similar one i found..

baby was very concerned and accompanied me to search for the phone..he is my boy..my good boy..

the moral of the story:
do not shake away any possibilities of bad stuff that will happen after ur eyelid jumps. just be extra careful and u will save a hell lot of trouble.

bye human blings.
THE END

wahhh im back from bangkok
4 days 3 nites trip
very tiring. walk n shop non-stop
the best thing is, i didn buy much:(
too much elephant stuff till i can't be bothered to look at other stuff
went for massage with my sis n mum for consecutive 3 days!!
hahaha. they say thai massage is a must try
but so so only lei
went for foot massage for first two days
n den a whole body massage on the last nite
please try the body massage
its a challenge to conquer those pains!!!!!

back to work todae n lots of stuff happen
i realli miss the show man
nvm lah.

busy bye