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2008-03-03T06:43:00.000-08:00

HELLO BOYS N GIRLS LADIES N GENTLEMEN,
I'VE MOVED TO sharonfoo.wordpress.com

HAPPY NEW UR PULLUREAR

2008-02-12T06:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

erm..so that is the largest font? well. indeed very large.
no effect sia..

anyway cny is great.
quite relaxing becos i din visit alot..
my traditional new yr is nt that kind of very busy visiting..is more of resting and people comin my hse to visit or mj..

new yr eve:
1/2 day work (so HAPPY!)
had a reunion lunch which we can eat OTOT
haha. its nt sit dwn tog n eat..
like normal meal but better food..
around evening, met bee for movie at JP
we watched ah long
actualli not very nice show.
storyline draggy.
even the funny parts are few,
and u wun laugh for more den 2 seconds
after which, home sweet home

chu 1:
slept till quite late..i think 1 plus..
woke up slack den nap again..
woke up at 4, bath n prepare to go my ah ma house..
5 plus reached her place n den left at 9 plus
super slack chu 1 right?? haha

chu 2:
went over to my dad's god bro place to bai nian
had lunch there n den went home cos relatives are up at my place
and thats the end of my chu 2.
so shiok lor
can slack at my own house..
around 7 plus,
bee came over n bai nian..
after tat zw, yz, sw came for mj..
overnight mj again..

chu 3:
slack the whole day at home
went movie in the evening n rush back after show which was ard 9pm
anna zeyi jason bee came at 9pm for mj n bai nian
played till 1 plus we closed shop liao..
so healthy right??
haha

chu 4: (sunday)
slack at home the whole day

did u realise i didn mention abt doin assignment?????
SIAN MAN! i haven started yet
due on 29 feb!!!
29 feb is drawing nearer n NEARER!!!

bee is havin his block leave..
hope tat you gt a good rest durin this long leave
hope tat u enjoy ur leave till the last day(:
tml will be your 7th month 'anniversary' in NS
JIA YOU AH! HANG ON DERE:))

very soon another module is ending for me..SO FAST RITE??
so happy..cant wait to finish the course..haha..
sometimes working n studying,
i still prefer working..
becos working i have $$$$$$$$$$ and when its time to rest after work, i can realli rest.
whereas for study, daytime study, nighttime assignment..super sian lor..
but nt to mention WORK + STUDY = DA BIAN/SHIT
so tiring can! walau.
heng lesson at tanjong pagar onli..
2 stops to get out of the stupid tunnel...
it makes mi feel better cos it means im reachin jurong east soon haha
on the other hand, good thg is im enjoyin class more now
becos i know the aunties better and they are actualli quite cute and funny....
they are more professional and im happy to learn from them too..

i miss bangkok i miss massage!!!!!!

2008-01-21T06:52:00.000-08:00

don tell me my toddler-age laptop is falling sick..
why isit so not functioning well??
loading super slow..
cant close tagboard..
got hang..

baby has gone thai for..(look at calendar)..
12 days!!! another 9 days.
wooooohoooooo! from 21 days to 9 days..the feeling is sooooooo gdddd.
9 days seem short but actualli its quite long.zzz
another weekend without him.
but its ok. cos its gona to be the LAST WEEKEND without him.
im soooo soooo soooo GLAD
so wad did i do when he isnt around??
basically, i work, SLEEP, eat, go for classes, date my friends, and DVDS
baby got mi the 'why why love' dvds before he left for thai..
sadly, it didn last mi for long..it onli lasted for probably..5 days??
and then i went to loan 'romantic princess'..
the even sadderly,
it onli lasted me slightly more then 24 hours.
i even IMAGINED that i cant return the dvds on time..
i hope tat i can watch more dvd but i MUST STOP!
because ive told myself to finish up my literature review before baby returns.
but im extremely lazy.
how? i realli cant get myself to start.
the thought of writing 3000 words essay has killed me half.

have been goin shopping with my mother ah kin for consecutive sundays.
went bugis, taka, wisma and vivo.
lets talk abt bugus first.
hilariously, we only walked into mphosis n GG5.
mum didn buy anythg but i bought 3 tops.
its meant for new yr but i already wore 2 tops to school.
and for that few days, my house had fm933 live broadcast.
the week after, we went taka/wisma/paragon.
we went back EMPTY HANDED.
so funny.haa.
yesterday, vivo was ok. i wasnt in the mood to realli shop.
we walked in zara n i jus grab a normal top. 30 bucks nia! haha.
my mum still happily queued at the super long queue to try some pants.
after tat we went tangs,
n i think i itchy hand.
bought a nothing special top which cost 70 bucks.
i think baby would chop off my hand if he was there.
anyway, mum bought a pair of heels too.
next stop was gg5.
there is nth there for me.
i jus walked around like the sales girl there.
mum bought a pair of pants.
she is like shop till so shiok lah.
went nafnaf my fav shop but nth to buy.
so in conclusion,
after a day of shopping,
i only bought 2 tops!!!!!super sian.
recently retail therapy is not working on me.
most probably next sunday will be another day out at a shopping mall.

this is such a boring entry.

work has been busy. TIME FLIES.
ever since im stuck at the 830-530 shift,
time is so tight for me.
rushing this n that. super occupied.
the good thg abt this shift is my dad sends me to n fro work!!!
isnt that great????
its like BLISS BLESS BLINK LA
ehem..not tat im pampered. jus tat my workplace is very near to my mums.
so everyday, dad sends mum to n fro work at exactly the same timing. so im jus plain lucky.
SAVE MI A BOMB FROM THE DARN EX PUBLIC TRANSPORT EXPENSES.
ever since cab fare rises, i think i haven landed my butt on one yet.
its so nt worth it. too unworthy till i COULD resist the temptation to flag one.

work is fun too. the p1 are so cute.i mean the mornin session one la.
after noon session one are quite a pain.
purposely walked from the back to the front of the class to ask mi this question, (before that, child opens the assessment book with pictures of ducks)
'teacher, this picture is print one or they draw one?'
i was so busy checking homework. i looked up n i stared blankly at him and the pictures for few seconds.
i dunno how to answer.
i was SPEECHLESS
after tat speechless seconds, i finally replied, 'erm. is print. pls go back n continue with ur work now.'
should i laugh or cry? maybe i will laugh when i recall next time.

but sometimes you could realli get the joy of the this job when u looked at how the kids do their homework. sometimes i could not hold it but burst into laughter when some answers are SO FUNNY!
for example there is one super cute p1 call VERON. i think i showed pictures of her before.
she was doing the questions in the maths workbook.
so there was this question asking, 'There are _____ birds.'
so she was suppose to count the number of birds n then fill in the blank with a number.
instead, she filled in 'There are SOME birds'

another question is similar. the question asks 'There are _____ nests.'
similarly, she has to count the number of nests n write down the number.
but she fill in 'There are BIRD nests'
i think i laughed for quite long. she was giggling also. so cute man!
but i know she wasn tryin to be funny. she dun understand the question la.
maybe u dun find it funny, but at least i know i can laugh at it again when i view back this entry next time. hahaha.
laugh...we mus laugh all we can ok?its good for health know..

for the past few weeks i have been very dirty becos i went to sleep straight after i reach home from work.
but im so tired lah. after my nap which is around 815, i will wake up n eat dinner.
n then i wun be able to sleep until 12 plus. so lame rite.
hai.

talkin about lame.
these p1 kids. i was fetching them from the school bus back to the student care.
on the way back, these two kids were chatting with each other.
one of the kid said, 'todae PE is so LAME. IS SO BORING!! keep on running.'
the other kid replied, ' ya lor. my PE teacher is very lame also. i dun like PE.'
ermm...wad is wrong with the kids these days??
hahaha. buts its entertaining hearing them talk.
so cute n innocent looking but 'LAME' is in their dictionary. cant believe it man.
wad else do they have that we dun know? FUCK? ASSHOLE?KNNCCB?

wah. talk so much already. should shuddup for now.
good day n good nite humans!

work work work

2008-01-03T07:50:00.000-08:00

hari raya over..xmas over..happy new year over..
HOLIDAYS OVER N TIME FOR WORK!!
my xmas break is ending soon..back to lesson tomoro evening. the feeling kind of sux. cant wait to get done with all the assignments..
after graduatin from np,i think im down with 'assignments phoebia'. dunno spell correctly or nt.

baby is nt able to book out this weekend..so i shall obediently sleep and do my assignment..hope to get it done by saturday.

baby is goin Thailand next week le. out for 21 days. GOOD LUCK TO YOU and take care too:)
shall miss you and think of you jus ABIT when ive some time.
haha. crap. so during this period of time..anna jason n zeyi, please do your job. haha.

anyway jus celebrated anna's birthday..
i think my pants incident was enough to cheer her up grinning ear to ear
and oso the joke while playin mahjong with zeyi.
hope that she enjoyed herself.
zeyi n i still owe her a present. haha. omg.
more n more birthdays coming up. im goin so broke soon.

watched movie with baby on new year day and saw erik n er
been quite long since i met them
still as cheerful n bubbly
er still at lock kok
anyway the next day, er called me n shared with me INTERESTING happening in sqs.
f -up school. go n die lah. play dirty tricks. i jus wan to puke when i need to tell people im from tat sch.

i jus wan a peaceful and good rest this weekend.
also to get important thgs done.
please leave me alone. DUN HARESS ME!!!
so tired....

tomorrow...

2007-12-21T00:42:00.000-08:00

fuckin sian with this blog..load so slow.

btw forgot to share my happiness with this world
i FINALLY bought a new laptop few weeks back after my mum accidentally disfigured my previous one. oh..or did i mention b4? wadever lah. braindead soon. due to sleeping with my hp everynite. im getting stupider n stupider each day. but its so inconvenient to nt sleep with my phone know. my room doesn have a clock! i cant see the time! wtf. poor room.

si bei sian. although its a break from work today, im muggin on my assignments. fckin sian. looking for journals already killed me 3/4. but good thg is i slept till 1plus todae. im already v happi n contented:)

yesterday went vivo with anna jason and my smelly boy. watched the movie dunno wad emporium. the movie is so not nice tat i cant evn rem the title. after dinner we had dinner at dian xiao er. quite nice. a good recommendation from anna n jason. after which wave gd bye n i accompanied my smelly partner take train to camp n i went home.

its so damn sick. i haven got my dress for the wedding. i dread buying tat kind of dress. its like throwin my money into the drain. WAD FOR?!!? one reason why my life is interesting becos i meet alot of wierdos.

bye world. time for nap.

DINGDONG december

2007-12-12T05:35:00.000-08:00

update on my studies..
about 4 more lessons,
it marks the end of my 1st module..
so fast..jus started the course nt long n 1 module down soon..
five more modules to do..BEAR WITH IT BEAR WITH IT!!!!!!
it will be all over next yr sept..

baby goin overseas soon too..he is goin to thai for ns training for 3 weeks..will be back jus before chinese new year..
BEAR WITH IT BEAR WITH IT TOO!!!!!

2007 is comin to an end..a year with lots of ups n downs too..
lets recap some:
1. Struggling with our IEP project.
2. Got a nice job in April (3 bus stops away from my place. isn;t it so nice enough:))
3. Enrol in BBDC in April
4. 1 Year anniversary with baby in May
5. Graduating with diploma in early childhood education in June
6. Starting my bachelor in early childhood education in November
7. Getting my driving license in December

2008:
1. Graduate with good grades from my bachelor course
2. Focus on my career. Get settled down with my new job scope
3. Save more money!!!
4. Less quarrels with baby
5. 2 years anniversary with baby
6. Exercise more!!!!
7. Drink 7 glasses of water everyday
8. Do my face care routine every morn n night (haha!)

lastly,
hope u are doin well in camp baby. miss u. see u 3 days time:)

2007-11-15T05:24:00.000-08:00

was walking to caltex to buy breakfast when
i walked past a huge rubbish chute and an enormous housefly which can't brake in time due to the high flying speed, knocked onto my face.
its so fcuking gross.
thank you housefly. for making me feel dirty for the whole day.

housefly, in case u're not educated, accidents are happening everywhere.

all the hard decisions and dilemmas are over.
everything settled.
ive given up SIM business management course for the degree in early childhood course.
thanks to many people who gave mi their constructive advises.
i may not applied, but at least ive learnt something.

i will be going for a part time 10 mth course to get my bachelor in arts (early childhood education) awarded by university of wales.
my first lesson is tmr!! :)
this is a UK university.
i will work hard for this 10 mths to get my honours as well.
this programme will be sponsered by my current company and after which i will bond 3 years with them to train myself to be their curriculum development manager.
its a rare opportunity that i should not let go.
although graduating from SIM with that business cert will hold mi a secure place and salary in bank etc, but i opt out of it to go for something im more interested in.
my boss has picked me to fill that position and im realli grateful.
from the very beginning, things started well ever since i joined this company.
i can say that lady luck has been with me all the while.

what baby say has a great impact on me.
although a bond may be risky.
however, im still young and such great opportunity is on me.
im still able to play with this 3 years to try out something different and challenging in the early childhood field.
if im realli nt satisfy with the bond n the job scope at the end of my 3 years bond,
at least i've nothing to lose.
i leave with a valuable experience.

baby thanks for being there and spending time talking to me about it.

im sososo happy because i went shopping at a small shop selling korea and HK apparels at my neighbourhood.
the clothes are nice!
besides, its so excited having a trendy shop nearby ur house.

2007-11-12T07:06:00.000-08:00

people are difficult to satisfy and complicated creatures.
we crave n want choices at time
but when choices come right in front of us,
we feel so vex n dilemma over that and even tot that how nice it will be if we dun have choices.

money and comfort. which do u choose?
money and happiness. which do u choose?
money and doing the things you like. which do you choose?

i dun have much time already. but im still struggling with my decisions.
most people told mi to look on the money side.
only one told mi to follow my heart.
and that only one has touched my heart.
im realli grateful becos that realli boost me alot.
it gives me much more comfidence. realli.

since i cant have both now.
i hope tat one dae, with my hard work, i will be rewarded with good money and satisfactory in my job.
i believe hard work pays off.
i wun stop believing until the day it happens once again for me..

the hello kitty legend

2007-11-11T03:22:00.001-08:00

yesterday had steamboat at anita's house..
there were 10 of us..
it was quite nice..but like baby say..its like eating for leisure
cos not much poultry stuff..alot of vege and mushroom
anyway while eating halfway
there was an sudden intense poppin n beating on my eyelid
(they say that sometime it means u are tired or something bad is goin to happen)
so after a nice meal, i climbed onto the sofa and dropped down
suddenly, there was a loud PIAK sound
i landed on anita's fav hello kitty phone and the wing on the hello kitty body broke!!!!!
OH MAN! THIS IS DISASTER. hello kitty is like her life her baby man.
wa kao. i can see tears in her eyes man. she didn blame me but i felt so bad. went down with baby to get superglue which we later found out tat its a FAKE elephant superglue. anyway baby helped mi to stick back the broken wing. sob sob..dunno how isit now..anyway the wing is not for nothing one k..it will flap with flashing light when the phone rings..hai..
i know anita is super sad. by the way she is my supervisor..

so after stickin back the wing and everyone has eaten..we cleared up n went lido to watch saw 4. they managed to smuggle me in..hahaha. keep hiding beside marcus so that the uncle wun see me properly. anyway the show..is GROSS x100. the person who tot of this movie is INSANE! DOWNRIGHT INSANE! anyway i fell asleep in e cinema for a few minutes before some gross sound from the gross scene woke me up again. was so tired after the movie. surprisingly baby n i resisted the temptation to take cab..we took a NR bus back instead!!

woke up todae and was still so guilty about the hellp kitty phone. went to yew tee with baby to look for it. no hello kitty phone :(
went to je cos baby say je might have such stuff..so we alighted at je and there was a pasar malam. and ALAS! WE FOUND A SIMILAR PHONE! was so excited and glad becos i didn bear high hope of finding one as anita said that it was the last piece already. this time, i found a hello kitty phone..standing there exactly like the one anita owns..n the best part is, it has wings too!!!!! so happy. bought it without hesitation.. i hope tat anita will feel better when she sees the new phone i bought for her.. although it wasnt exactly the one she has, but this is the most similar one i found..

baby was very concerned and accompanied me to search for the phone..he is my boy..my good boy..

the moral of the story:
do not shake away any possibilities of bad stuff that will happen after ur eyelid jumps. just be extra careful and u will save a hell lot of trouble.

bye human blings.
THE END

2007-11-06T03:49:00.000-08:00

wahhh im back from bangkok
4 days 3 nites trip
very tiring. walk n shop non-stop
the best thing is, i didn buy much:(
too much elephant stuff till i can't be bothered to look at other stuff
went for massage with my sis n mum for consecutive 3 days!!
hahaha. they say thai massage is a must try
but so so only lei
went for foot massage for first two days
n den a whole body massage on the last nite
please try the body massage
its a challenge to conquer those pains!!!!!

back to work todae n lots of stuff happen
i realli miss the show man
nvm lah.

busy bye

2007-10-24T04:36:00.000-07:00

wah this blog takes so long to load
nearly gave up
waited for so long till i forgot wad i wanted to say
sheet.

its a busy week at work..the kids are having their end yr exams
i seem to be more anxious den them
become super lo sor
nag n nag non-stop
keep repeating my points when im revising work with them
so tiring..

got a new hp yesterday
a black mickey phone
super small n slimm
k bye world

WAHHHHH

2007-10-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

nothing WAHHH happen recently.
its jus the nick:))
for fun.

most prob next week going to register for class with my boss
hope tat things go well..

2nd-5th nov will be going to bangkok
SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAN A LUGGUAGE OF MY SHOPPINGSSS
damn long didn shop
i will wait till den
hiak hiak
i wun bring a single cent there too
wad a nice daughter my parents have

a surprise flower n a gift sent to my workplace..
thanks anyway. its a nice one:)

been very busy with work..the kids are havin exam

ITs 3rd Oct TODAY!

2007-10-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

todae is a mad day
rushing everywhere madly

firstly, overslept n rushed to work after a mad rush shower.
after that, rushed to prepare work for the P1 and my P5
had the world most awful macaroni from the centre becus ive learnt to become thrifty (my foot. im just poor can. but only for the last few hrs!!! pay is in by the next day yipppeee!)
after tat went to keming n fetched the students back
shortly after, changed n rushed to BBDC for my drivin lesson.
i wan to say again
i have a wonderful supervisor n colleagues becos im allowed to go for lesson again tml from 9 plus to 11 plus.
its realli hard to find such superiors ok cos most of them would have replied me 'fuck off slut. take LEAVE LA!'.. N TADA..ONE LEAVE WASTED JUST LIKE TAT.

im so glad its thursday tml!
number one..there's URBAN in the boring straits time
number two..its onli one dae away from fri and weekends..
number 3..im not workin on this sat..
number 4..baby is bookin out on fri..

THATS ALL. BYE

Ive got a lousy title here

2007-10-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

Jus a quick update before my blog turns in ghost site

recently busy with work. rather lifeless except weeke nds when baby book out..
but im still coping well with it..after work will be drivin lesson n den home sweet home to get my beauty rest..
if there is no drivin lesson..better still..i get to rest more n earlier..i mus save energy for weekends u know!

for the past few weeks..had been hanging out with my dear colleagues..
to housewarmin at anita's house..to prawning at marina..the week after..went dinner at AMK the famous crab place..its oso a simple meal for my bdae..thanks all of them for the isetan gifts voucher..i think its realli practical cos i can buy things tat i wan using those vouchers:)) its been v v v long since i buy girl stuff ok. im so sick of the deprivation on it. back to crab dinner..its quite nice i agree. but the waitin time is superb oso. hair nearly turned white. lucky one of my frn went early to book a table..after dinner, my colleagues planned prawning again but baby n i were very tired n sian of prawning. so we turned them down n we headed straight home.

and this fri, my colleagues might be goin prawnin again!!!! oh my god! i think they have somehow signed contract with the prawns man. or did they kana the prawn gong tau (black magic)???how come they like want to prawn so badly???!?!?! anyhoots..thats my weekends..not forgetting the occasional mj sessions and movies with babe. the complimentary tickets are indeed wooooooooooot. save us tickets cost for consecutive weeks. I WANT MORE!!!!

zeyi has a STUNNING series of life events to update. call her if u want to know. hahas.

i have wonderful colleagues n supervisor u know why? i can go for my driving lesson from 2.10pm to 3.50pm tomorrow during working hours:)) i appreciate it greatly! becos thats the time my test is. so i want to know how is the traffic condition like at this hour of the day. 3 CHEERS TO THEM!!!

Fantastic Friday

2007-09-14T05:31:00.000-07:00

friday is always so fantastic, isn't it?

havin drivin lessons almost every week..
my TP is less then a mth away!!!
omg. im startin to feel nervous already..
butterflies in my stomach already..

marcus came n visited us today at ace
wa e face realli slim down man..I WANT OSO!!!!!!
I WAN TO THROW AWAY MY FAT FACE
no wonder those actress faces are always so thin n nicely shaped
think they are realli stressful and cannot afford to gain weight in this line..
got good n bad lah huh..
anyway marcus shared with us an interesting incident at studio.
there was a day..quan yi feng brought her daughter to mediacorp cos it was school holiday..

so the starsearch people are rehearsing for the show too and there was this little gal (the one with 2 plaits at the 3rd episode of starsearch)..she was there rehearsing as well. so quan yi feng daughter and the gal started playing together. den e plait gal asked QYF's daughter, 'who are you huh?' so QYF's daughter replied rather arragontly, 'im QYF's daughter'...den the plait girl said, 'who is QYF?'..and the daughter replied, 'QYF you dunno meh?!'..and den e plait gal turned to her dad and asked very loudly, 'daddy! QYF is F wad huh?'
...............................
they are jus lower primary kids.

baby pop is tml early in the morning..
will be going with his parents..
still thinkin of wad to wear. seriously deprived of clothes man.
and yes..talking about that.
yesterdae went westmall with colleague during lunchtime.
again. splurged on beauty products.
bought 5 masks..its been v long since i applied mask.
when im paying, the cashier was so called psychoein mi to be a member. i rejected thinkin about my bank account.
after ive paid, my colleague was still looking at things. so i browsed around again n remembered i need to get a sunscreen. so i got the salesgal to recommend me.
so bought the sunscreen n den again, the cashier asked mi to get the member so that i could get a discount for e sunscreen.
so phark lah..i agreed to get the membership as i BELIEVE that i will be dropping there often to get facial products. IKCUSES i know.
but nt bad know. the membership in exchange for 2 $55 facial vouchers. last but nt least, the membership is onli 10bucks. WOHOOO!!
facial, im coming!!!

the thought of paying my phone bill and pay day so far away still, just make me feel so sick.

the end.

2007-09-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!!!
im so itchy itchy scratchy scratchy up n down my back wacky
tamade
its damn itchy lah!
do i have some kind of BUG FACE?
why isit that i never stop gettin bitten by them?!?!
realli is damn damn pissed off

todae is a nightmare at work
damn angry with the students
hit their palm with ruler until ruler broke!
but they still can laugh.
realli someting wrong with them man..
they go 'AAAHHHH!' den 'HAHAHAHA'
punish them like siao man..
fed up ah
tml they watch out man
this week will be hell for them!
get ready a leg massage this weekend my darlings!!!!
do i sound like a evil teacher?
hahaha. im not evil. im just not very nice. tats all.

baby goin to POP soon!!!
this coming sat will be his big day..
finally those nightmare bmt training is going to be over..
from bad cough..to burn on fingers..to countless blisters on the sole and shoulder and to dua lam pa..thank god its all OVER..
im proud n happy for u..i believe you are a tougher person now.
not forgetting how tortoise you can look with ur green uniform n big green bag..
time past so fast (im always saying this haha!)
the day when i broke ur uniform button and made u put scotchtape seemed like yesterday..

oh ya..got my hair CHOP CHOP CHOP todae:))
feel so good n refreshing
not veery long n not very short..
but definitely can see the difference..
my baby wun nag at mi this sat when he see my hair..
if he sae there is no difference..i will chop off his pubic hair.. and punish him to eat steamboat with mi for 1 month
i swear he will wan to die. this is even worst den plucking out all his leg hair armpit hair n wadever hair..
steamboat is a pain to him. i dunno why. i so love steamboat..howevcer e one we jus had was rather disappointing..
not forgettin i lau sai until like there is no tomorrow at bugis junction..

aiiizzzz..its been so long i last had retail therapy
haiiiiiiiii my wardrobe is growing fungi n mushroom..and maybe some crickets n disgusting insects enough to form an eco-garden
wadever it is, pls dun grow bugs that BITE can liao. dor long.
my ah bee happy lo..his last book out..shop like he never shop before like that..huh..topman levis all that he sa ka liao..si bei song hor..BUT
you happy jiu hao la hor..haha.i know wad u gonna sae..u seldom shop..blah blah blah..i know la dun worry..

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2007-08-31T07:04:00.000-07:00

This ornament with beautiful lightings from my pretty p5 gal name Yun Ting..her features are realli sharp and she has the height even though she is only 11 yrs old..v certain that she will grow up to be a beauty..

This is a cute little hello kitty key chain is from a p1 gal call Michelle..isn't it sweet of her?
Chocolate from Linda, Christine n Jimmy...bu she de eat..

a mickey box from Enid, Veron n Louis. im super in need of this now to put all my cards and letters:))
a precious moment accessories box from my student Rayner..finally a nice home for my ear studs..
sweet blueberry candles from my student Han Jie..can romantic romantic..
my fav GREEN cup with a GREEN cover..
super duper cute handphone holder from my cheeky student Hui Yu n Hui Yun..this little thing caught lots of children's attention..cos its realli cute..

other than these..there are still many sweet cards done by the little kids..

i bet that the coming children's day will burn my pocket..but its onli 1 yr 1 time..pamper them abit with nice things wun die oso lah hor..

recently baby gave mi a taiwan drama series to watch call 'tou tou ai ni'..its for mi to kill time lah..thx mr tan anyway..

one of the actress in the show is Xu Wei Lun..

till now, i still cant believe that she is dead..felt a bit sad whenever i see her in the show..

she looked so healthy, pretty, bubbly, young..

she shines..she smiled so brightly..

but who knows..her parents family and friends would lose her so soon..

sometimes life is realli scary..

you never know when people around u will leave..

we always assume that ourselves and others will live till ripe old age..

yet we know the real truth is God will take us away anytime anywhere..

only it happens when we are not prepared for it,

then we start to regret and ponder about the so many WHYS

despite knowing all this..

people are still not able to realli cherish n treasure every single one around them..

maybe this is human. this is character. this is personality. we are made this way...

lazy to type on..

SHOW TIME!

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2007-08-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

its pouring heavily..its such a good nite to sleep but guess i will have a hard time sleepin..cos ive stole some nap just now. zzzzzzzzzzz
was supposed to see baby tonight already after his 5daes 4nites outfield..but last min his sgt dun let them book out..so he can only bookout tml morn at 7am..took urgent leave to rest and oso spend time with him..my student care has been spreading germs..more and more people are falling ill..so i better siam away first..

marcus realli make us busy man..
went down to PS that day for the starsearch road show..lucky its nt many people and we managed to get a place with good view..
the week after my colleagues and i went mediacorp theatre to watch the live starsearch and gave him our support..
its interesting to see how the crew and people do the live casting hahaha..
but people realli do look nicer on tv..
all the best to u..
that time when starsearch started the audition,
my colleagues were like asking marcus to try..just for fun..
and who knows..he realli went and got lucky enuff to get into the 20 contestants.
realli is bu rong yi man...last time at work see him siao siao ding dong like that..always talk rubbish and do nonsense things..he realli can do the siao-est thing that people ever do lah..more siao then me ok..den now when the student care kids are watching tv and if it was showing starsearch commercial..for the first time they saw it, they go 'HUH?!?! MARCUS KOR KOR?'..den subsequently when they saw him on tv, the kids will go 'ehh!!!!! marcus Kor Kor! heheheh he on tv on funny'..still as excited as before..hahaha..fo funny..

its gd that young people have the courage to take part in such competition and go all out to stretch to their fullest potential..cos u never know wad u will get..life is unpredictable..
so wish him all the best and keep flying higher and further ba..

2007-08-10T23:06:00.000-07:00

i think heaven is realli looking after me well..
becos he makes zq have a bdae gatherin to attend today and a whole weekend of outfield next week.
so, in the end, NOTHING CLASH!!!
i can go alf bdae today and chalet next week:))))
how great this is man.
its so qiao lah...

baby booked out on e eve of national day
we went zouk with my colleagues..
some birthdae thing oso..
its so damn bloody pack
the next day,
baby and i caught Flash Point at jp..
it wasn't as nice as Invisible Target..
after tat baby book in and i went home to rest..

life goes on and fri comes..(yest)
mj with jason anna zeyi royce till 4am plus..

i like this kind of life. peaceful, quiet and STRESS-LESS
and i mean realli no stress ok. hahaha.
everyday passes well and simple..
work is nt stress but quite fun..
but such wonderful feelings n time dun last de la
so i better cherish it
before stress comes bombarding at me.

*my mum is disapprovin mi of the bond thing.
i dun understand why oso.
she said that all the people she consulted, dun agree to the sponsership. they see no good thing in it.
she disagree mi from takin up the offer. she said she will pay for the school fees and i dun have to return her next time..or rather when im super rich next time den return her the school fees. well..i'll see how.

Joy of GREEN

2007-08-03T08:14:00.000-07:00

i love to stay at home. cos i have GREEN to accompany me. if i see a green laptop, i will die to get it.

i love work..cos i have a green pencil case
a green highlighter..
a green stapler..
a green pen knife.. a green scissors
and a green mechanical pencil!!! i will jus grab any stationary that is green..a green eraser is on its way:) the different shade of green just cheer me up everyday at work :P

*but dun worry. i wun carry a big green bag. it will look rather awful.

last but nt least, i always drink this at work!!! free supply and im sooooooooooooooooooooooo GLAD! HOHOO

TADA!!!!! GREEN VITAGEN. this small thing help me shit well everyday.

and no need to even consider. i love baby too cos he will be soo green for this 2 years!!!:)))

many many many more la. that time wanted to get a green bottle body mist. but baby disallowed!!!

i seldom shop at body shop. but cos of this lovely card, i told myself i mus get it. anyway membership is jus 10 bucks if i didn rem wrongly ...

k la. lazy to upload more pictures.

end of the GREEN story.

im seeing the green man tml.

so happy happy lah

chao ta August

2007-08-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

almost every weekend, i have somethg on..
and it so clashes my meet up with baby

last sat, i had weddin dinner..
so i met baby rather late and we were too tired to realli catch up with each other oso..

this sundae, my ah ma celebrating birthday at my cousin's house
and this means no much time for shoppin n movie on sunday with baby

next sat, its alfred birthday..
and maybe i'll be going

the week after next week is band chalet!!!
SAT N SUN SOMEMORE!
er already ask me to go..he seemed to mi so worried that the chalet will be empty (which i 100% doubt so)
i dun think i can turn it down
oh my god..
my august weekends are all BURNT
SO SO SO CHAO TA NOW

bo bian..think just have to work it out with baby too..
realli no fate to spend two full days with him peacefully :(

expenses will be high from this mth onwards as well..
decided to commit myself for facial appointment monthly..and oso splurge on gd facial products
and i heard that the one at chinatown is realli gd
shall be goin with my colleagues soon..and its nt v ex too..50 plus per session..
girls, must bao yang ok? after 21 years old, ur skin condition will deterioriate very quickly
dun waste so much time procrastinating!
get ur facial products and appointment ready now!
yes now!

photos time!

2007-07-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

firstly..some pictures on baby..later
todae we went for lunch + dinner at IMM

its damn crowded.

we had cafe cartel..my treat:) just to let baby has a nice meal after a tough 14 days training at camp.

after tat went back to his house there to buy his necessities

at his house, when he was ready to go back to camp

he gei kiang

he sae he wan to show me how to release his buttons within a second

so i insist that i want to see

and unfortunately,

one button fell off during his 'performance' and he has to resort to this..

TADA!!!! masking tape to stick his 'lobang'. e lobang is so big when he bent down that he could nt ignore it. damn funny. poor boy. he has to sew it back later when he reach camp.

my beloved baby. miss you lots:))

yesterday was baby's first book out but i onli could meet him at 12am cos of a wedding dinner. next sun oso cant meet baby for long cos my ah ma birdday :( nvm la. absence makes e heart fonder.

photos taken at the weddin dinner!

my parents. chiam ah kin and foo lai boon

my bro, chiam ah kin and i

my bro wan to take pic with me but im just too lazy and sleepy to entertain. so this is the picture.

my cousins..mei geok, mei ling and mei li..all the mei mei mei..and im MEI CHUAN..awful..(shake head)

these are my cousins. except my sister at the extreme left and my 3rd aunt at the extreme right. these cousins are much older den me. mid 30s to 40s and already a parent..they have at least 3 children and the one beside my aunty has FOUR children..but..can anybody explain why do they still look so young and gorgeous?

last but nt least..this is the wedding of my cousin kevin and her wife angela. this is the onli pic that i have of them during the whole ceremony. haha. and somemore this pic is from the screen!!! they have known each other for 16 years and now finally they are married. zzzz..let her wife wait for so long! my cousin is 37 and his wife is around 2 years oyunger. anyway, this cousin of mine, quite doted on me when i was young..i remembered he would NEVER FAIL to carry me and force me to kiss him on the cheek if not he will not let me down.

ok. a clearer picture of him and his wife. not in their weddin gowns though. the man in black is extra btw.

good nite

my nice life

2007-07-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i blog till i nearly forget my username n password..
last week, its a damn tiring week for mi..
maybe its becos of work..
but i'm glad cos i can sleep well :))
i would not forget those dreadful days when i cant sleep at night due to lots of dreams or the deadly bugs
and oso partly becos of my tv-whoring for long long long hours..
i cant wait till weekend man..
can watch tv..watch vcd..watch online shows..can sleep till late..
and oso no need to spend money cos baby is in camp..
hehe..

time passes real quick
5 more days baby will have his first book out..
the day that he went in seemed like only yesterday..
really cant imagine man..
time seemed to pass faster and faster when we grow up
so we have to treasure n cherish everything we have now even more rite?

that time met up with my poly babes again
its so nice catching up with each other
it will never be bored
next gathering will be steamboat at jac's house..
say only la..
but i believe will come true de lah hor
we so miss each other
surely will find time to meet up de rite?
n my heartiest congrats and best wishes to jacqueline n huisan
good luck to your supervisory role at cabana n bali house
wish the both of you the best,
and dun forget to give mi discount when i happen to dine in there in future ;)

recently im busy catching the taiwan drama series 'hana kimi'
by ella de..
rather nice and interesting show..
and i'm lookin forward to its second part :)

work halfday today..as usual, watch tv till centre close..
hahaha. thanks to the campus superstar repeat..
if not, sat morning shows are dumb
after work, kind joey send mi home..
her bf fetched her from work so she sun bian send mi home..
hee..she is a realli nice lady..and perhaps a mentor to me as well..
im glad that i met realli good and nice people at work.

when i got home at around 1pm,
quickly got change n had lunch
after which, sat in front of my com for an hour to watch the drama series..
at 3pm, attention shifted to SCV channel 56 'House of Harmony part 2'
its been very long since i enjoy the company of tvs and shows..
before baby went NS,
i hardly watched any show man..
no time and energy for it..

to be frank,
its not a bad thing that my bf is serving NS..
it turns out to be so much better then i have imagined
not that sort of missing him crazily everyday or thinking of him every single minute or being upset constantly
no doubt i may miss him at times..
but i can say that i enjoy spending time with myself as much as well:)
i can do the things i like..
relax the way i like..
at night chat with him a little before we drift off to sleep..
i quite like it.
while he is serving the country,
i'm working hard to earn money as well as save money so that we can settle down early
and in this two years,
i guess its the prime time for me to really focus and think of ways to achieve what i want.
its also a time to be independent and strong again. becos my pillar is no longer constantly there.
so i told baby,
an xin de serve your NS,
rest assured that i will take care of myself and live each day happily when you're not there.
and i know, I've make it..
baby dun misunderstand that i dun like your presence ah!
just that all these are making me stronger so I'm treasuring this transition.

back to 'house of harmony'
i think part 1 is nicer
part 2 is abit draggy
my mum n i watched till wan to sleep.
luckily its still a happy ending la..
and the main point of watching this show is to admire that damn gorgeous MAGGIE Q!
pls la man. she is so damn hot can..hot until cannot man
super thumbs up
that lucky ang moh in the show is realli so fortunate to film this with her..
to touch her, kiss her and feel her bare body somemore..
hahahaha..

k la. im tired. share the storyline of the show perhaps tml..
bai bai

SLAP MI! SAVE UP!

2007-07-14T10:29:00.000-07:00

the best part of ibanking is that i can check out my expenses and get a shock of my life.

from 1st july till now..i have alr spend away 400 close to 500 when i thought that i only spend around 200.

i was relunctant to click on 'transaction from may'..but in e end i still pluck up the courage to click that cruel bar..

horrendous enough..from may till july..2 months..
my expenses is thousand plus. hai.
why cant i be thrifty a bit?
some transaction i dun even know when ive made it..
when did i buy thgs from CK TANG? (i dun shop at ck tang)
when did i buy thgs from GOH n GOH? (wad the hell is this i oso dunno)
How did i spend 100 plus in john little when i onli bought undergarment?

storytime
this sat and sun are rest day for me
im not feelin well too :((
i duwan to fall sick man!!! it sucks.

baby managed to secretly message mi jus now
but he didn reply halfway
dunno is fall asleep or kana caught
better nt kana caught
the worst thg that can happen in camp is when u kana extra charges
i rather he dun contact me then kana all this thing..
its a disaster if he cant book out!!!!!!

k tired liao. bye

Memories

2007-07-14T09:11:00.001-07:00

This is my attachment at a childcare centre durin my studies at NP. im teaching them dot painting..i love this bunch of children.But sometimes..they can be hard to control..even when getting them to line up take up 1/4 of my energyfinally, after vommitin a few drop of blood, they line up in an orderly manner
im showing them soil..why is that boy nt paying attention!??!
iim pissed. can u see it from my face? this boy kept being distracted and i wan him to change place :(

my beloved project mates back then..presenting our DLE project. this is when we are dunno yr 1 or yr 2..and im sure that my face is much FATTER NOW!
showing them green beans and then followed by a storytelling 'jack n the beanstalk'..i love their uniform..further bring out their adorable-NESS
look at this lil boy..full of satisfaction by creating his creation from plastercine..

and this plastercine comes in handy when we're so bored during the children's naptime..

enough of ECH. friends time. steph n i..good photo shop rite steph?my green bra is out of sight totally!!! hahaha

my lovable colleagues..taking photos with stupid action in the staffroom..
one of the prawning session with my friends.. they are zq's friends..and now they are my frns too..so i've made a lot of other new friends!!!! hoo!!!

we love each other since like this...without pubic hair and breast..
macdonald chilli sauce..a simple thg from baby just warm my heart..
my turn to warm baby's heart..i got this from ngee ann..
a big big heart from baby..this is actually a big earring that i duwan liao..so he made this out of the earring..another simple and small thg tat i adore from the bottom of my heart..

AH! THERE HE IS! my most beloved and treasured man.

thanks to photoshop. our complexion looks flawless.

2007-07-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS!

but nt a lot la..

some are inside my digi cam but i cant find the stupid usb..

jus when i wan to upload photo..thgs cant be found..

wad the heck.

today went a jap restaurant for dinner with colleagues and abigail at suntec..

its a treat from 2 beloved colleagues

one is leaving and another one has left..

the food is nice..

but my appetite is nt realli gd la..

so didn have much too

but the desserts are yum yum!!!

k i shall shut up here

this is a mini gift from abigail. its mai ya tang la. but isn't is cute and sweet??? ps ah..i dun haf e photos taken durin e dinner just now with me. next time la

in case u cant see properly. these are my lovely wu guis!!! they are realli cute and i super adore them la!!! and u can see, one if on top of another. but dun be mistaken, i didn buy some horny tortoise. they are just very close friends :) they are always on top of each other and they sleep together everyday. this is called BONDING. not SEX. k?

she is so lovable and pretty. so i enlarge the photo a bit. isnt she pretty? she is my student centre's student de lil sister. he wilbut mind you, she can be very dao and challenging k! she hate to take picture and she will cry if we are caught taking her pics. but this is a special day cos we had lucky draw. and the super lucky her, won the BIG BIG PRIZE!!! so we told her that she mus take a pic if nt we are not givin her the presentt. hohoho! her smile is so perfect:) but inside her she is super unwilling. cos the 1st pic she took..is like that...

eh cant realli see the difference lei. but this pic she super bue song one k. until we urged her to smile nicer a bit. den she ying siew us with a better smile..hahaha..baby seen her before and he like her a lot too..hahahaha..she will grow up to be a beauty. very promiosing.

ya. jus got the dinner photo from my colleague few seconds ago. here it is..

the photo look distorted man.hahaha. dunno why like tat oso. ya. these are my colleagues.. abigail is the english program teacher in my student centre.. she is a nice lady..and a humorous one..the guy is from my student centre too..handsome bo? haha. guess u all will see him soon. if u all are OBSERVANT a bit..somewhere..somehow..somewhat..shhhhhh

k i haven bath. its a sin to not bath n sit here blog. not a sin to mi. but its a big one to baby. he will nag NON STOP if he is with mi now..

k buai

2007-07-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

why i cannot put title huh???

work till 6pm todae n baby came n fetched me..
we went imm and had pepper lunch..
so so la..but the harbour front one is much nicer and its cheaper!!!
thanks to ask n marilyn recommendation
the lemon tea at imm pepper lunch sucks too btw

after that was shoppin!
baby bought a berms and i got 2 tank tops..
as usual one la..
when baby saw the two tops, he said
'huh? this kind again ah? i tot u gt a lot liao!'
i know i gt a lot..
but this is different colour different cutting different length and SLIGHTLY different design ma!
heck care la jus buy
9 bucks each nia! dun buy den wait until when? right?
after tat walked around..
baby lookin for polo tees..but den some are too ex and not worth it..
in e end no polo tees for him..
poor boy mamama!!
next was daiso..
bought 3 cushions..
1 for ah ma,
1 for my chair,
and a mini bolster for myself:))
he he got new friend with mi tonight liao..
wanted to get a pillow case from giant for my bolster
but the queue is super long la
queue until siao ah..

besides, i went to change the strap of my watch at 18 bucks..
jus the strap k!
singapore. such an expensive country. shake head.
but still a fruitful day.
got quite a lot of thgs done.
lastly, draw money n ask my mother to help mi save!!!!!!
save myself = no save
i feel so much better oso when those money is my mother's care.
hahahaha. at least i know that i will not over spend.
but oso feel very pok gai man
mother side save some money..baby n mi side..oso save some money..
den myself lei? EAT GRASS AND DRINK SEA WATER

yesterday went jp walk walk n watch transformer
surprisingly that show was not bad..
quite nice..
at least i didn wan to fall asleep as i thought it would be..
e way the robots transform from a car is realli interesting.. haha

this fri baby first book in..
GO GO BABY!
i jus cant imagine how are you goin to wake up at 4.30am daily.
the thought of it makes mi wan to laugh with that wicked laughter.
hiak!

2007-07-07T00:44:00.000-07:00

for the past 2 fridays,
it was mahjong at wilson's place..
with me zq anna jason and zeyi..
yesterday was a bit different with thiam hock n ruo sheng joining us..
damn funny yesterday..so long nv laugh till mouth ache liao..
our new joke..

play halfway..jason's parents call and ask him to go home immediately cos his ah ma was passing on
they rushed and the second phone called to say his ah ma passed away liao..
hai..
life is so fragile.

so the rest of us continued and went for our supper at the usual place at 3am..
as usual..talk cock there..laugh laugh laugh..
and we take cab home..
there will be more of this eh!
but poor thiam hock n zq goin to book in next fri..
2 weeks after next fri la hor!

next fri anna's family goin genting..
so anna is 'inviting' us to her hse for mj overnight..(without baby hee hee can flirt with jason n wilson liao haha! (kidding))
but dunno if its still on cos of jason's ah ma thing..
the week after going to meet my poly gals...miss them so much! enjoy talkin crap with them and looking at their irritated expressions..hahahaha..mi and shu ann's fav..
the poly days were short..but indeed very memorable..
its unbelievable that we went thru together so much in that short period of time..3 years of studies but 1/4 to half of it are those holidays..
its the first time of my life, realli working with a diverse group of people..
meeting and facin those challenges will nv be forgotten hor shu ann huisan jac?

yest shu ann called mi,

shu ann: 'eh! wan to come my childcare work or nt? they need people lei.'
me: 'eh! my student care oso need people, you want to come over?'
shu ann: ' siao ah! urs at bukit batok lei!'
me: 'you den siao ah! urs at ang mo kio lei!'
this conversation is not the first time already..
now and then she will call mi n ask if i wan to work at her ANG MO KIO childcare
she realli cannot get this inside her brain know..
i so lazy..where will want to go ur ang mo kio work?! you siao bo?
hahahaha.

heng the alumni bbq is on next sat..
when baby is inside camp..
if nt realli swey ah..
everythg also clash..
my colleagues actualli wanted to treat us yest..
but i prayed inside that it will be postpone..
cos i wan to spend time with zq..weekend leei!
den heng ah! change to next tues..
and the alumni bbq is actualli planned either yest or today..
but then HENG OSO AH!
it is changed to next sat..
i can feel my heng heng luck coming back..
this yr is nt realli a smooth year for me actualli..
but den still ok lah..
its nt as bad though,,
i still have good friends good bf good family good colleagues and my GOODEST student at my workplace..
hahaha. ok lah..im doting on them more every each day..
im realli learning and trying to appreciate each of their uniqness..
and it realli helps mi to accept every one of them better..

goin prawnin again later!!!! yipee!!
k will update again soon

concert

2007-06-23T10:08:00.000-07:00

the concert is great!
at least we didn break down..hahahaha..
first half we were rather nervous
and nt to mention e stupid hall is damn damn hot!!!
you can even see the audience taking the repertoire fanning themselves..
and performers are perspiring like dunno wad..

after interval we were more calm..
and 'hymn to the sea' is surprisingly nt too bad though..
still gt some impact..haha..
after tat is phototaking..
hee.. and ya thanks my beloved friends for coming..
anna zeyi jason zhiqiang royce and many..
realli so thank you for comin to support..
love u alls..
after tat we had a gd and funny chat with mr er..
zhiqiang was there n he laugh like dunno wad oso..
then jiayi was there and mr er suan her like dunno wad..
damn funny man.. bue dahan..
met a lot of people at the concert..
i think all have changed..
some i cant even recognise..haha..its so interesting to meet so many people and see how they change..

after tat we went esplaande there for supper..
mi zhiqiang anna jason zeyi royce jiayi n jiajing..
we keep disturbin jiayi n jiajing say they gt one leg..
but they denied lei..
i think soon la hor..
btw the supper is v v v v nice!!!
we had a lot of food..
hokkien mee..oyster egg..satay..mutton soup..sea ham (the raw one but its nice!)..then here kop people food abit there kop abit..
super shiok!!
after tat jason drove us hm..
jason so nice! always fetch us home one by one without whining..
wait for mi to pass my license i will drive u all to supper and drive u all home k? haha.
provided you teach mi the way to go home after tat..haha..
royce oso la..give u credit lah..hahaha
yest we played mj and royce offered to send zq home to pack his things cos he comin my house to stay..
after tat drive back to my house again and royce anna jason mi zq played mj..
mr er asked us to jio him play mj next time..
see if he really will come or not..

those who treat mi nice i will always remember you for life..
those who torture me ta ma de u will go to hell!!!
but if u change for the better n treat mi nicer i will forgive you :))

i have a facial product to recommend.
i have used it and find it rather effective and good..
its call 'dermedex'
but its not cheap..
the cleanser cost $48 and the refining cream cost $56 or $58 i forget..
i dun think u can get it off the shelves,,
it is available in beauty salon like 'face affair', where i got this sample to try..
im v satisfied with this product..
its for all skin type..
for more details call me.

goodness.
in another 5 hours im meeting baby
we are goin beach
he has tournament
n im still here?!?!

happy:)

2007-06-20T08:04:00.000-07:00

im back from prawning and shopping!!!

prawning is absolutely fun!

but the company counts la..

we went with chun tee, brenda, chuntee's cousin, ash and marilyn..

woo! once i caught a prawn, i didn wan to let go the rod anymore..

hahahaha..

but then bo bian la..mus fair fair ma..

so zq and i took turns..

its so shiok to get the prawn hooked lor..

and den the best part is bbqin!

the prawn is v fresh and sweet..

yum yum..

we went at 12am and went home at 6 plus..

damn shag!

slept till ard 3 plus and zq n i went town for nydc..

he requested there instead of ikea meatball..

it was a nice meal..:)

i love the desserts..

this is baby's dessert

this is mine!!!!

i think the photo make e dessert look quite terrible..

hahahahaha.

but it tastes v nice k!!!!

after dinner is shopping!!

i bought a pair of shoe n 2 necklace..

1 of the necklace baby bought it for me..

i have been eyein tat for quite a while..

a sweet necklace:))

k im tired. bye

baby back!

2007-06-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

baby is back lo!!
and he bought mi a v v v v nice green adidas water bottle..
show u all the picture next time..
green is damn cool la can..
haha!!
and he bought mi a watch as well:))
later we are goin prawning cos im on leave tml!!! yeahhhh!!! (all thanks to my beloved colleagues who help mi to cover my shift..a million thanks n kisses!!! buy good food on thurs for them!!)
with his volleyball friends and their gfs..
its my first time going..hope tat i will enjoy the experience..

My ah ma

2007-06-18T11:51:00.000-07:00

wahahahahaha! this is my first time uploadin photo!!! thanks stephanie muack muack muack!!! hug hug hug f*** f*** f*** also..hahaha..
this is my ah ma..

everybody who meets her finds her adorable..
becos she has the brightest and cutest smile ever:)
but the sad thing is she can't talk :(
she is on heavy medication and that cause her tongue to shrink..
with that, she can't articulate..
and thats v sad cos i no longer can chat with her..
when i was young,
she used to have endless talks..
she chat with mi and even GOSSIP with me hee..
when i got scolded or caned,
i will run over to her house and cry..
she never fail to pacify me with soft drinks and chocolate that she hides away (to prevent us from eatin too much)
i love her alot and it pains me when i see her upset as she cant speak n express herself..
she could onli show gestures that many a time we dunno wad she is tryin to convey..
that ends up with her tearing and us upset..
she is realli a nice lady..
she is a strong grandma!!
years back, she fell down at home and broke her bone again..
she was admitted to the hospital and went thru several operations..
her wounds were open up again and again becos of those damn infections..
it was a torture for her..
it was very painful for her..
she stayed in the hospital for months..
she even said she dreamt of 'dirty things'..
can you imagine how hard isit for her?
she even tried to give up living by pulling out the tubes that are inserted to her arms..
blood splash out and she was crying..
everybody felt her tiredness of living..
but luckily..
god bless her and she pulled it through..
she moved to my hse and she was happy:)
cos there are people in the hse to accompany her..
at least she is nt bored..

i know that she feels lonely at times cos we are nt at home in e day..
and oso she can;t talk..
imagine a thousand words in ur heart but can't be said and expressed out..
her hands are too weak to write as well..
but i hope tat my companion at times will sooth her..

ah ma, babi love u

(my ah ma call mi baby since young..haa!)

2007-06-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

oh my god
wad the fuck is wrong with my laptop?
why isit so so so so so so so so so so so x100000 slow?
its realli getting on my nerves..realli!
i haven been usin my laptop for quite some time
cos of the cracks..
see liao v uncomfortable..

anyway no burger king breakfast with baby :(
instead we had porridge at gombak there
nice!!!
took the first bus to interchange
i deposit money n baby paid his bill
after tat walk home and reach home at 7 plus
and den sleep till 1pm
by the time i wake up
baby is at malaysia liao...
sob sob sob..go shoppin without me?
:(
but im glad baby stil call mi when he's over there
and he told mi that he bought somethg for mi! :)))

work is v slack today
guess wad we do?
the colleagues just stay in the staffroom and watch ghost tapes from youtube..
watch for the whole day ok!
and den at 5 plus one of my colleague say ' okok stop here..wait tml nothing to watch'
ZZZ! so i can agar agar predict work tml as well..

btw 'men in white' is v nice wad!
who sae not nice one?
mi zq xiuping and norman enjoyed the show lor!
then e newspaper give the show so pathetic rating..aiyo..
actualli realli nt bad ma..
i think i will recommend you all to go n watch..
its nt dumb at all!
trust mi!
*wink*

2007-06-17T14:02:00.000-07:00

eh ya! i forget to talk about gui ah gui ah.
later then tell you all. bye

2007-06-17T13:42:00.000-07:00

thats the problem when i sleep early..
i shall never never ever ever turn in early unless im super duper ultra exhausted
its wad time now pls guess!
4.45AM!!!!!!!!!
and pardon mi,
im not on any leave later hor.
WORK STILL RESUME!
i slept at 8 plus and woke up at 1230 until now.
i was lazin on my bed, turnin and tossing becos my brain was rather awake after tat pathetic few hrs of rest earlier
PLUS my super itchy body makes mi extra awake and active due to the scratching from top to bottom.
and then at 3 plus MIRACLE HAPPEN!
baby replied my sms and then while i was smsing,
i saw a damn FAT bug crawlin out from under the blanket
the usual reaction,
i was damn shock n digusted and squeeze tat silly bug to death!!
den i told baby abt it.
he sae 'wa then you still sleeping ah?'
so i randomly replied,
' dun sleep den u come over pei me huh?'

AND!!!!
BLINK BLINK BLINK
-IMAGINE GLITTLES AND STARS SHOWERING-

'OK LOR. I COME OVER IN AWHILE'
:))))
so romantic to have him come over in this hour hor?
later i shall treat him to burger king breakfast.

just now i had chilli crab for dinner at ecp
the man tou damn nice!!! i lurve man tou!!!
haha
and then the sad part was,
i missed the mango cake.
f hor! until now the thought of it make mi drool..
WHY SO CARELESS?! MANGO CAKE LEI! HOW CAN I MISS IT?
SIAN.

2007-06-17T00:02:00.000-07:00

walang eh! i finally know how to upload image in my blog.
wad the H!
WASTED MAN. thanks to steph la..if not i think i will forever not know how to do it. haha

for the past few days was baby's day
but today i've decided to stay at home instead of going down sqs to watch their alumni cup
so bad hor..
that time alumni band competition i forced him to go..now its his alumni cup i never go..
haha!
later goin shoppin again!! and den dinner at east coast park for father's day thing la..

oh man..im so excited with the comin alumni band concert..
cos its my first time performing a concert without knowing the pieces well..
moment for morricone was my first try yest..
and most likely no more rehearse on that song until concert day..
and so good that on our last band prac,
we will den start to sight read and prac a new song for the concert as well..
so exciting and looking forward to it isn't it???
well..wad to do? this is the alumni band for you.
for the past few pracs, er has been behaving like siao like tat during prac..he too stress liao la..

HAA!

2007-06-13T22:33:00.000-07:00

no overseas trip for me and baby..
but there's a chalet!!!
not just us alone but with his buddies and close friends..
i know that bunch of friends..they are a real lovely clique of people..:)

yesterday was graduation..
how nice to meet my poly darlings..
they are still a gem:))
as sweet as ever..
the way we laughed at the joke we made in class tog last time..
observing how everyone has changed..(all for the better im glad)
and then people like xiuping will mi nagging down there 'she slim dwn alot lei! i oso wan lei'..and she continues and continues..hahahahaha!
the things that were not funny back then becomes so hilarious now when we recall back..
but too bad Huisan cant join us due to her Cambodia trip..
next time k! one fine day k!
we shall catch up again soon..probably few months later?
by the way they are damn busy pack schedule people..

later Xiuping, her baby tog with mi and my baby will go catching gui ah gui ah at west mall after i knock off..
hahahaha! i heard that its a dumb show but nvm..
just watch for entertainment..i need to laugh badly.

later will be busy day at work..colleague on leave and ive to take over..
the p1s..super cry baby one..jusT stare at them and they will start crying. BUE DAHAN
but they are adorable..very//

yesterday had a long chat with wise people. they made sense..
colleague caught mi online. GTG

im lookin forward to weekends!!! hahaha.

BLACK MONDAY

2007-06-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

oh im back from work!!! see how time flies..
and im here to continue with my entry from this morning,
e one that ive end abruptly

recently i have the urge to blog
dunno for wad and why oso..
for fun la!
so damn free..and its unhealthy to sit in front of the tv whenever i have the free time know..

anyway not much happen at work
jus tat there's some unwelcome guest..eeek!

that day wilson damn JIAN LOR!
SNATCH MY CUSTOMER SOB SOB SOB
anna and jason were supposed to be my customer for the coming alumni concert
but wilson tan,
he jolly well in front of me took out his booklet of tickets and say
'eh anna jason zeyi, wan to go concert? go la go la!'
me: 'oi! they buy from me one hor!'
wilson: 'faster faster wan or not? buy circles sit la. i pay the 2 bucks for you all. faster ah! sistic close today. after today no more discount'
and happily jason anna bought the 2 tix from him.
very well!

SO JIAN RITE!!!!!!ARGHH!
hahaha. anyway it was a good night spent with them..
those were the precious moments that we rarely have due to our different and busy lifestyles..
but i have been meetin up with jason and anna rather often lately and i enjoy their company!
it is fun and our never end talk cock session..hahaha..
its MJ that brought us back together..
we laugh, crap and anything and everything behind thee table..
love u all!

oh campus superstar showing bye
lastly,
thanks PK for checkin out the immigration thing for me..

2007-06-10T22:37:00.000-07:00

Im leavin for work in another 12 minutes but im nt sure why the f im here bloggin

i think my spine gona spoil soon..
maybe al due to the crackin i request from tanzq
hhahaah.
it felt a bit painful now..
especially when i lie dwn and get up that sort of movement require more spine movement
wadever la
i duno wad i talkin

that day went to pluck eyebrow with baby
haha. thats the second time i PLUCK
the rest of the tinme i shave
cos im jus so blardy hum ji
siao one lei
wan to tatoo but scared to pluck eyebrow
wad the f man.
but anyway..pluckin eyebrow is nt that awful afteral.
i will pluck from now on.
hahahaa. and my eyebrow so little..i thnk the person person like 5 to 10 of my eyebrows onli la..
the rest was the work for scissor

this wed is my grad day
CONGRATUALATION TO ME
but then hell it was my student care's excursion day
reali ut mioff man!
i want to go to the excursion badly know
but this grad i cant miss cos i alr rent the attire
and my mum is like dyin to go.
k lpatp low batt bye

DISAPPOINTED

2007-06-10T09:24:00.000-07:00

there's one oil clog below my eyes and my fingers keep pricking at it
and thats a SIN!
baby always tell me NEVER EVER TOUCH OR MEDDLE WITH UR FACE OR PIMPLE WITH YOUR FINGERS

went bugis today..
ohmygod saw my fav bag at mphosis
but baby psycho me not to buy and save money
and im a good girl enuff to save that 50 bucks.
hahahaha.
im tryin v v v hard to save as much money now..
its just so satisfying to see money grow.
but that doesn come easy..
got to sacrifice lots of things and resist many temptation..
BUT of cos, at times its still important to pamper yourself with little gifts for those hard earn and SUPER HARD SAVED money..
anyway thats nt the point for this whole entry.

yes! im disappointed!
im a person who appreciate and so i hope people appreciate me as well..
like what ive always say..
and i will say this one last time cos its common sense
appreciation makes wonder when you use it generously
however, if held back, it will curse back v badly on yourself
and i mean it..becos it is happening already..
of cos, appreciation should be shown to the right person, for the right reason and at the right time..
and you will be showered with more loves..
a simple 'thank you' makes a VAST difference.
people dun owe you anything,
so dun expect him/her to give you anything..
just be glad and grateful that people offer..
and remember to appreciate after that..
life is as simple as that..
you earn your love and respect from others...
you dun expect people to love you and respect you when you dun do the same to others,
and then reason that people should understand this and that..
it is realli a time for some good reflection..
if not you will really lose those that you never tot that you will lost..
im somebody who can be realli tolearant..
but if step on my tail,
things can turn reallly really ugly.

thats all. bye

A mixture

2007-06-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

suddenly i have the craving for sweet things..
ice cream..chocolate..YUM YUM!
yesterday met up with zz and kinwai..
had dinner at pepper lunch..
its my first time dining there and the food is nice!
its very tasty.. though i tot that the smell could be better..
i remembered when i worked at giordano last time,
whenever i walked past pepper lunch i would hold my breath..
cos i realli cant stand the smell back then..
after tat we went holland V for haagan daz
we had fondue!! yum yum!!
thats my fav ice cream outlet ever man..
so many things i want to try..
when i look at the menu,
im tempted to try everything in there..
cos it all looked so nice lor!!!
and we had a filling fondue..
when i reach home i shit like nobody business oso..
with a full stomach,
i stayed awake 1/4 of the night..zzz

there are some kind of bites on me recently and i realli DUNNOE wad the hell they are!
the bites make me damn itchy and i can;t sleep at night..
this torment had lasted for 1 month plus alr..
in this 1 month plus, 3/4 of the nights i was madly scratching here and there..
body kana nvm..my face also kana!!!!
wad the fish! i realli feel damn fish up man!
i hate to see those red things on my face especially when its those bloody bites..
bite where oso can dun bite my face can or nt?!
I PLEAD YOU MR BUG,
DUN HARASS ME ANYMORE!!!
@#$%!
everyday i tell myself that tml will be better..
but everytime de tml when i look at the mirror and look at my body,
the bites never get lesser..
im realli gettin pissed and impatient..
if this few days im still a monkey at night,
MR DOCTOR, IM ON MY WAY!
AND MR BUG DUN SAY I DIDN WARN YOU OK.
STOP BITING ME OR ELSE....
YOU WILL DIE A REALLI TERRIBLE DEATH FROM THOSE ANTISEPTIC CREAM

sometimes i dun understand girls know..
why do some girls like to go gagaga yakyakyak?
especially those xiao mei mei demo gal from zq's workplace
everytime i see those testi from them..
i feel so so so so so EEEKKKK
stop ga-ING and yak-ING at my frnster profile ok
all the heee and haaa..stay away ok!
GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF!
IMAGE! OK? IMAGE!
eee errrr!
(sorry la. im jus a bit pissed from my disfigured skin lately)

and ya miss tan z square,
ive took off from work this friday liao
wad time we are meetin let me know

k byes all

Sharon is going BONKERS!

2007-06-03T10:02:00.000-07:00

My brain is dying.
This shows that i haven been using it for quite some time..
poor brain..it must be very strenous for you now..

Its a damn difficult piece of appeal.
i think i haven done anything so hard before.
around 50-60 words of appeal has taken up 3 hours..
but nevermind..i have the time..
but im afraid my brain doesn have the endurance!!!
hahahaha. FISH LA! ONE APPEAL OSO DO UNTIL WANT TO DIE LIKE TAT! HOW TO STUDY NEXT TIME HUH?!

DAMN BLOODY USELESS SHARON FOO

Get PINK now!

2007-06-03T07:24:00.001-07:00

so long nv blog..
cos nth to blog
and dun feel like blogging..
so BORED
LIFE IS SO DULL AND DRY

that day i walk passed jurong point and those promoters gave mi this brochure which realli caught my interest until now
I STILL HAVE THE BROCHURE!
HAHAHA

its a product call PINK
it is a cream or lotion that when you apply on your skin, ur skin turns pink within a minute..
it is for external use onli..
normally it will be applied on lips, cheeks and NIPPLES!
got one testimonial says 'my nipples are beautiful and pink like my pre-breast feeding days..'
hahahaha. interestin hor..
if that can make ur cheeks and lips pink,
u can save on blusher and lip gloss!
provided tat the pink will suit ur skin tone la..
if nt u will look like u gt somee skin disease man..
you can get this at watsons..
i haven check out the price..keep forgetting..
but if cheap i will try
hahahahahaha. these days too free la..
tats why gt time to do all this business..
but better cherish those free time now..cos when u go work, u wun have such enjoyment already..
by then will be working and stress-ing and headache-ing till ur hair turns white..

My Sunday

2007-05-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

is sooooo boring zzz
did i mention that sunday is actualli the first day of a week?
hahaha i didn't know until that day when my friend said.
i always tot monday marks the first day of the week..but no! its sunday..
so a week is sun, mon, tues, wed, thurs, fri and sat
interesting right?
wierd tat we didn learn this when we are learning to recognise days during kindergarten

anyway..i did online shoppin jus now!
the feeling is shiok ok:) especially when im so not in the takin-train- down-to-shop mood
the clothes there are rather nice oso
i just bought 1 at S$21.90
cheap rite? haha. didn dare to buy a lot cos i wan to try out the size and see the quality of it first..

the website is www.papergirlsshop.blogspot.com

go visit the website now for some therapy!
i like some of the cardigans as well..but too bad the colours are not to my liking
you can browse at the clearance sales oso..some good buy there though.
but i guess those nice colours are more or less sold out

yesterday baby and i had a mini feast
hahaha. thats our 'xiang shou'
we bought 'orh lua' (the oyster thing..dunno wad its called in eng), chicken wings, my fav seafood soup with milk, fried fish with spaghetti and a big carton of yoghurt..
not forgetting the dvd we rent to watch while eating..
so shiok can
yesterday's night was basically slacking and enjoying each other's company :D

plans for overseas trip for me and baby is in progress..
hope tat this can be work out!

so since the past few days have been dedicated to baby,
today is home day
sleep slack read

im proud of myself cos i didn spend a lot these days
and ive cut dwn a lot of cabs (:
hahaha. some self praise.
hor mr tan?
never take cab le hor?

driving lessons are quite fun
haha exceptionally when you have interesting instructor
but too bad the cartoon instructor will not be coaching me next week..
and i've 3 lessons in a row for next week
i think i will meet the cold jokes instructor
anyway lots of funny incidents while driving on the road..
people want to cross the zebra crossin i oso dash pass like tta
my instructor so paiseh and apologise to the pedestrian
and i was giggling..cos i hate cars to not stop at zebra crossing to allow people to cross. i will curse and swear at them in my heart

never did i know tat i will be one those irritating driver one day
haha
but i not delibrate one la!
too many things to look out for until i miss the most important and fragile road user..:p

BORED

2007-05-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

work at ace has been powerfully SLACK ever since exams ended..
the children went mad in their classroom while the teachers gathered and chit chat for hours..
after few hour of chit chats and there's still some time before knock off,
i will be spotted stoning on my desk, falling asleep.

during these period of time, teachers are all grabbing their leaves and includin mi:)
on top of that, i have time off! imagine workin from 2pm till 7pm and still granted for time off..
meaning i will start working at 430pm till 7pm. pay still counts as from 2pm to 7pm. lame or shiok? you decide.
it mus be some gift from god that i found this job.
and one of my sweet colleague gave mi a pen which she had sewed or done something on it with my name:))
my double happiness for such nice colleagues.

baby has been sweet as well for picking mi up today..thanks babe
and thanks A MILLION FOR THE BODY MIST HOR! (hiak hiak hiak. u know exactly what i mean)
the body mist has a name for it. its called 'sweet love'
its realli nice and cheap
just 3.90!!! its some kind of deodarant (sorry i know i spell wrongly)
you can grab it from cheers
CHEERS! I WAS SURPRISE AS WELL.
there are other differnet kind of smells and the bottles are nice!
im goin to get the green one. i dun care!
how can i miss my fav colour?! zzz.

k my bed is waiting for me. bye

2007-05-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

my head throb the whole day..
todae is the last day of my uncle's funeral..

we left the casket for the funeral mass at church of the holy spirit..
mi and my cousins (the super sua kus) were inside the hall exploring their seats..
then we saw that at the bottom of the row of seats in front of us, there is some cushion that u can pull dwn..
we pulled it dwn and discussed excitedly 'wa! so good! got cushions to rest ur leg/feet one lei..'
and with that, we rest our legs on them comfortably thinking that the service session afterward will be much in comfort..
den my another cousin saw and shriek,

'oi! siao ah! that one for people to kneel dwn one lei! never watch tv huh?!'

hearin tat, my cousins and i frantically lift our legs and push the cushion back, followed by lots of apologies hoping tat we didn't offend the God.
sigh...

during the service session, my uncle nearly made mi die!
walau eh..u know im the kind of person who laugh at the slightest thing..
and he is a uncle of mine who never stop joking, even in that situation, a funeral.

when he came and sat beside mi, i nearly wanted to faint and run for another new place to sit.

firstly,
when the people are singing the prayers,
my uncle didn know how to sing BUT SANG VERY LOUDLY..
AND THATS DAMN FUNNY I TELL U
I SWEAR!
and there's this particular song that ends off with the word 'happy'..
and i dunno wad went into my uncle's head..
he continued by singing 'happy birthday to u.. blah blah blah..
i nearly went bonkers.
i laughed till mad and i didn mean it
i know its damn rude to laugh when people are mourning over my uncle's death..
but i can;t help it! but i didn laugh loudly la..i held my breath and laugh and it sounded like a rat squeaking..plus my body shaking badly..i realli could not control man..

secondly,
when i got over the laughter and decided that i mus be really serious,
my uncle started another thing.
cos there are people who walk around taking a flask thing that gives out smoke and some kind of smell..
i guess it was some holy things that they usually practice during service..
and my uncle said ,' got mosquito ah?? why they take that thing?' (he was resembling the thing with a mosquito coil)
it was exceptionally funny when he said that in our dialect
even my another uncle sitting in front could hear him and giggled as well.
i realli could not bear it any longer and i hide below the chair and giggle.
my body was shaking so badly that people from the back will tot that im crying.
but luckily sitting at the back were my close relatives and they will have know that it mus be my uncle who is making mi laugh.
i realli dun mean to laugh again. i swear.
and there's still lots of things tat he made mi laugh which i lazy to mention here.
dial 94754845 for more info.
the worst part is while i am laughing at him,
he whispered to mi in a very serious tone like a Father who spotted me and telling me sternly, ' you are not suppose to laugh'.

after awhile, my uncle went in front to join my other uncles..
and i was so relieve i tell u!
people at the service who saw mi laughing would have killed me.
towards the end of the service,
there's a final hymm..
and my uncle ran back to mi and say 'where where? which page? i want to sing.'
i realli wish that i could turn and run away..rather den to laugh and got heard and got beaten up
and as expected, he sang his own song again.
this time my cousin, his daughter who is sitting beside mi gt a bit pissed and scolded his dad 'ah pa! dun siao la! dun anyhow sing la!'
but he ignored his daughter and continued singing loudly and awfully lah
luckily they were singing as we are walkin out of the hall.
he was still singing when he met his wife at the door of the hall
and his wife stared hard at him like telling him 'no nonsense please!'

until now, my heart is still feel suffocated from all the inner laughing.
again, i realli dun mean to laugh.
i regretted standing beside him.
so the moral of the story is
'when u are not suppose to be laughing, dun ever go near him or even have any eye contact with him'

even my mother laughed at the crematory session when she caught his eyes.

the end.

Another monday..

2007-05-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

work is abit drama this noon..
can;t be disclosed here becos it will be very inrespectful for the involved parties..
nonetheless..i hope tat sunshine over the rain soon..

A BIG THANK YOU for all who help me vote for my niece's stamp competition thing..she won the top prize for the student category (this 10 yr old little girl is the youngest contestant!) and walk away with 5k last sat durin the prize ceremony..WOW RITE!
so young and there's a 5k in her bank for her future use liao..
and her parents aren't poor..they are some high income people..
so dunno y..the rich just get richer..

anyways..
the 9pm show is quite nice and funny..haha i always enjoyed the show..
1hr to destress..
and im back to reading again!!!
i missed the days when i will indulge myself in books all day..
jus tat wad stop mi from reading since few yrs back is the trip to library..
i jus find it a chore to search for nice books from the ever messy shelves..
so recently i saw some books on my sis's desk and i think that they will be a pleasure to read..
and im right!! i jus can't wait for finish this book and continue with the next book..the next one i will grab will be ' The Bondmaid' by catherine lim..support local writer abit ma..
besides, i was particularly attracted to this book cos i recalled loving another book which is also by her that is titled 'chinese cinderalla'..

BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS I LOVE BOOKS!!!!

haha..im mad alr..just very happy that i have got back another fav pastime which can help mi occupy most of my free time..

k bye

System Down

2007-04-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

i mean my body system is down..
getting feverish..
i guess it may be the sun today at sentosa..
the weather these few days are abit haywire..
it makes people unwell..zzz..

went sentosa today after my work with my friend to find baby
as usual, he is training for his coming vball competition..

had halfday work today..
was teaching a p2 spelling..
aizzz......
i asked her to practice writing the word 'short'
and as she write..
the word 'short' becomes 'shout' and then become 'shoat'
my heart nearly burst out!
was quite angry with her for that and asked her to do it again..
haiya..bue dahan..
teach one spelling need the whole morning man..
sian ah..and im rather grumpy and sleepy in the morning..didn't have much patience..

anyway..
nth to say alr bye

sharing..

2007-04-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

To my boy,
Great things that you have done for me during the past 10 months plus: 1) you didn club anymore:)
2) you scheduled your time for me :)
3) you didn neglect me because of your friends and other committments 4) you call and sms me everyday
5) you send me home when we were out
6) you held my hand tight whille crossing the road
7) you protected me and gave me the best that you could (e.g stupid taxi uncle SHB 7411X)
8) you fetched me from work and school at times :))
9) you gave me surprises (cakes and cards..)
10) you studied hard and go to school often because it concerns our future
11) you held my hand whenever we met up
12)you say 'I LOVE YOU' everyday
13) you always make mi laugh (like a mad woman) and smile from the very bottom of my heart AND MANY MORE

there are still many more that you've done for me and im more then grateful when we get marry someday, i will tell you the great things that you have done for me and list one daily for you ok? i appreciate every little things you've done for mi remember i dun need big gifts or presents simple and small acts like those i have mentioned count:)) it all means equally important to me.. dun stop loving me..cos there will never be a day that i don't love you i have promise myself that i will take care of you for the rest of my life:)) anyway we are unofficially married rite?? remember the vows that you wrote on the drawin paper? we signed rite? hehee tats so sweet of you.. if i love u a lifetime, I DUN CARE U MUS LOVE MI BACK A LIFETIME!

lovees
sharon

this is one of the email that i send my boy month or weeks ago i cant remember..i want to share to everyone that it is very important for us to appreciate what our otherhalfs have done for us..no matter how small the issue is..as long as whatever actions ur boy/gal has done to u that make u happy, it should be shared with him/her..

never stop showing your appreciate..becos thats the best way to sustain a relationship..

never have a mindset that its their responsibility and obligation to treat you well and take good care for you and then take things for granted..

its about letting your partner feels happy when carrying out their 'responsibilities'..

it is a motivation for him/her to continue giving..
and for the one who is at the receiving end,
never forget to appreciate and return..

i am happy with you..becos we have learnt to appreciate each other..
love you..

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2007-04-22T06:49:00.000-07:00

brain+character+beauty..
who really has the full package?
i admire girls/women with all these qualities..but still, character wins them all..my band teacher always say, 'people with no character, is a nobody'..and i agree!

character is beauty..if u realise, people with good characters are all beautiful and good looking..haha..
likewise, a gorgeous looking person with lousy characters look extremely ugly..its very amazing right? haha..

caught '200 pound' with baby at causeway point last evening..
a fantastic korean show..totally worth your time and money..go go go watch it if u can!

its about a gal..who is very fat and ugly but with a beautiful voice..she sings for a star at the backstage..bcos of her ugliness, she got humiliated by people..and one day, she took up the courage for plastic surgery and...(when i read what i have typed, i dun think that this show is interesting..hahaha!)
aiya a good show la trust mi..just watch lah k..

slacked at home the whole day and went dinner with parents and sister in our new family car!!! my dad's company bought him another new car..its very cool becos the handbrake is a pedal..it's more like a leg brake la i think..instead of pulling up and pushin down the handbrake with our hands, this car's 'handbrake' is next to the brake pedal..so u step on it using your feet instead of using your hand..
am i sua gu? is this very common now?

anyway..so excited to ride on it the first time..but lei..i personally feel tat its not very comfortable lei..maybe its the position of my seat..i sat in an awkward position throughout the journey..and im startin to wonder if i dare to drive it when i get my license..its a bit too big for me..ai..

i had lots of junk food todae..potato chips..ice cream..my tummy is coming out...zzz

tml mark another new week..work again..
seriously, i really enjoy my work at ace becos time flies! everyday time pass smoothly.. realli man..and its a realli relax enviornment..no much stress..just tat u have to deal with difficult children la..

next month is one of my fav month of the year..2 public holidays..and they fall on weekdays!! haha..one of the public hol is our 1 year anniversary!! haha..we have lots of plans on that day and i hope that we are able to fulfill all our plans!!

and baby is not going bangkok anymore..lalalala!! instead, baby and i are planning to go malaysia soon..to relax and have good food there..hopefully we realli make it happen! haven go overseas with baby before..realli looking forward to it..

anyway,
xiuping has brought up that my laozarbor.blogspot.com is spelt wrongly..
the correct spelling is laozhabor.blogspot.com

haha..k..bye

2007-04-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

nth much took place these few days..
or is it there's too much till i dunno how to put it to words?
hmm i dunno..
only baby knows..he's my angel who is always there for me..
as for work..
hmm..its exciting everydae..different encounters daily..
my colleagues are funny..
especially joey..a very cute woman..haha..

SMU called mi down for an interview next tues..
thats wierd becos i didn pay for their application fee..
i onli send e online application form for fun..
i think i didn even send in the required supporting documents..
anyway jus go la..see wad its like and meet more people..haha..

baby has been picking mi up from work..
greatly appreciate it..:)

jus now baby picked mi up from work and we went clementi for dinner..
there's a jap dinin place which is v v cheap..
1/2 the price of sakae sushi..and the food is not bad..
jus tat the variety may nt be as wide as wad sakae sushi has..
and most importantly the workers there doesn't speak those fake japanese language..
a normal english 'thank you' and 'bye' do it all..
sometimes i think that it is very irritating when they try to imitate those jap..it jus pain my ears..hahaha..
this is SINGAPORE! wad matters is the food thats all..
dun have to try so hard to create a jap atmosphere and make it worse..
anyway,,
after dinner went home and den baby n i went dwnstair to play volleyball..
haha our fav pastime..
mus exercise more ok!
when is my cycling session huh mrtan? (dun tell mi 1 yr tat time hor)
skinny one or fat one or tummy one or normal one mus exercise!
tuck in your fats, your tummy, your big thighs, your big arms/cover up your bones ( for my case haha!)

baby tml let u go do your own things k..haha..since u have been by my side for the past few days..

bye

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2007-04-15T00:01:00.000-07:00

its a slack weekend

fri:
supposingly going for band..
but somethg cropped up and changed of plan
haha.
den mj at my place till 5 plus.
4 pots of mj!
my eyes were halfway close at the last pot..
in e end manage to clear off some burden..so its worth it afterall..HAHA
zeyi was a joker..
jason was the trumpet..
the rest just laugh.

sat:
mr tan went beach and i didn join him..
slack at home till evening and went to meet my colleague at westmall
bought printer ink..and saw ace students, marcus and rachel!! haha..they are so cute..after which dinner and den movie
we caught 'NIGHTMARE DETECTIVE' (PLS DUN WATCH THIS)
JAW DROP WHEN THE SHOW ENDED.
1) WE DUNNO WHERE THE M18 COME FROM
2) WE DUN UNDERSTAND THE SHOW
3) YOU FILL THIS UP YOURSELF IF U HAVE WATCH IT

sun:
mr tan working at teban so i slack at home again..
going dinner with parents later at westmall
westmall wwestmall westmall..everyday westmall until i also sian ah!

bye

LAOZARBOR

2007-04-09T09:06:00.000-07:00

let me share with all of you one of my amazin findings todae while surfing the net

laozahbor.blogspot.com!!!!!
this is crazy!
did you all watch jus follow law?
hahahahaha. i swear this is real!
this old ah ma AI SEH MAN!
HAHAHAHAHA. I LAUGH UNTIL PENG CAN!
i think this blog is more popular and well liked then xiaxue's blog
at least there are no hate comments like fuck you bitch and things like that inside..
its all on praises and encouragement..
i love this laozahbor man..so cute..and SEXY..

nothin much to update on my work
vommit blood thats all.
but still quite fun afterall.
THE INNOCENCE AND NAIVENESS (MY FOOT) OF MY WONDERFUL STUDENTS..

HAD A GREAT TIME TEACHING THE TOPIC ON SPEED.
AFTER A PAIL OF BLOOD VOMMITTED MY ME..
THE END RESULT...

SPEED = DISTANCE/SPEED

KILL ME PLS!

AND FROM MY WONDERFUL AND CUTE KIDS..
THE TRIANGLE FORMULAE FOR SPEED IS
'Don't (distance) Take (time) Shit (speed)'

ouchhhhhhhhh

2007-04-04T22:17:00.000-07:00

who the hell eat my ba gua pia and left my desk with full of red ants?
tamade
i hate ants!!!!!!!!!

i hate it

i hate it

i hate it!

disgusting and creepy creatures..
PISSED MI OFF!

im feeling itchy all over now! YUCKS!
im in a damn foul mood
cos i didn sleep well last night
keep dreamin and dreamin non stop
wathefuck!
its fuckin irritating!
i hate dreams!
i want to sleep peacefully!
insomnia and when i finally could fall asleep..
i dream non stop
and i dream the same dream!
it repeats and repeats and repeats..
when i close my eyes..i dream of it..
den i open my eyes..
and when i close my eyes again,
i dream of the same dream again
FUCK!
dream till morning..
dream till i wake up!
IM SO DAMN BLARDY MOODY NOW!
CAN ANYBODY TELL MI HOW TO STOP DREAMIN?!?!?!

IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF HAVING DREAMY NIGHTS
ITS BEEN A SUPER DUPER ULTRA LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE A GOOD NIGHT REST.

FUCK IT!

HEAVEN''S WILL

2007-04-04T08:52:00.000-07:00

today is an extremely interesting day
an eye opener
as mentioned, it is my first day of work
my colleagues are very friendly and they took very good care of mi..
and i tell you they really are..

i am given the P6 class and it's like HEAVEN'S WILL that im given that class..
cos the class is super DIRTY MINDED!!!!
people who know mi will just agree without hesitation that the class suits me so perfectly well..
ITS UNBELIVABLE..
hahahaha.

an interesting encounter:
the teacher asked one student
' hey! why didn you close the door when you bath!?'
the boy..p6 mind you! replied
'cos haven zhang mao ma! so nvm lor'
zhang mao means 'grow pubic hair'
when i heard that,
i BURST INTO LAUGHTER MAN!!!
hahahaha. WTF!

and many more la..suddenly feel so lazy to type..
wan to know the details,
contact me at 94754845..

wednesday

2007-04-03T22:26:00.000-07:00

its my first day of work!!!
this day marks my first stable flow of $$$ after so damn long
baby is goin to fetch me after work with bubble tea and gummies.
YEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

got to run soon.
my mum always say 189 is hard to catch.

this fri is good fri
public hol = no work!!!!!
YEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
LONG WEEKEND:)

vivo city sat & sun

2007-04-01T09:30:00.000-07:00

vivo city is becoming a boring place for me soon..
though it can be considered a one-stop shopping place for me,
the big mall is making me giddy!
endless of being lost etc..

went vivo on sat with my parents to shop..
didn buy much..onli bought two tops from nafnaf
but tat shop which was our first stop already cost my mum a bomb..
anyway luckily, tat was our first and last stop..
wanted to look for a dress for my cousin's weddin,
but nothing suits me well..
and im rather sleepy and tired due to the overnight mj the day before..
so very quickly,
my sis and i complained hungry and we dined at crystal jade..
our fave place!
and tat cost my dad a bomb as well.
$250 for 4 person!
and in fact the food was not very nice..
poor mother and father..
after dinner,
baby came down to vivo from sentosa and we watched the la vivo fashion show..
very gorgeous models!
after tat home sweet home and an super early night at 930pm

todae is VIVO day AGAIN!
becos its beloved tan chak yee's birthdae and she wants to eat at the swenson there..its a more high class swenson and the food was not bad...plus expensive also!!
we went back at 6 plus cos jason has to book in at 8 plus..
thus went baby's house to slack and eat junk food
went home at 11 plus..

tml baby and i are heading to the gym!!!
hahaha can you imagine?
not him but imagine mi to the gym..
haha baby say that i should exercise to increase my metabolism rate so that i will have a bigger appetite and i can GROW FATTER!!!
hahahahaha.
ok. anyway its good to exercise..
but i still prefer playin vb with mr tan.
im lucky to have such a good but super lo soh & naggy coach..haha!
goodnightall

2007-03-30T03:04:00.000-07:00

GOOD DE COME..
SWEY DE GO..

GOOD DE COME..
SWEY DE GO..

GOOD DE COME..
SWEY DE GO..

abc...123

2007-03-28T02:16:00.000-07:00

just went for a part time job interview just now..
applyin for part time teacher at a student service centre at bukit batok..
i was given a close passage to do and 2 maths problem sums
i sucks at problem sums man..
hahaha..
anyway i quite like e enviornment..
e people there is friendly..
the supervisor who is incharge of the centre is young and approachable as well..
but abit like market la..cos its v noisy..

the working time is comfortable for mi also..
mon to fri 2pm to 7pm..
and alternate sat 930 to 1pm..
on mon to fri, i onli have to teach till 530 den e students will go watch tv while waitin for their parents to fetch em..
most prob i will be taking P6.
ABIT STRESS! I DUN KNOW IF I CAN DO THEIR MATHS..
GRACIOUS ME..
e pay is okok also..6.50/hr..
reasonable lah..
somemore its so near my house..can even walk there!
in this case i most prob will be quitting kumon..
or jus tell my boss tat i will stop working for a while.
see how lah..

baby is going ns on june le..
actualli im quite happy and relieved..
becos e earlier he goes ns, e earlier he ord ma..
now tat he is 20,
he will most prob ord at 22..
still so young and energetic..haha!
it will be very stressful for him if he goes poly..
the journey is far and he has to make sure that he pass..
so goin ns will be a better option afterall ba..
at the same time we can start saving for the future already..
i can concentrate on working while he goes ns..
if my university application is successful,
i can concentrate on my studies..
i prefer it like this..
but just that perhaps i have to be stronger as he will not be able to be with mi all the time like now..
BUT IM PREPARED AND READY FOR IT!
BABY DUN WORRY K!

ok goin to prepare for work soon..
bye

arghh

2007-03-26T23:42:00.000-07:00

i need a good hair cut badly!!!!!
its too long to my liking..
how many months never cut already?!
last time i would trim my hair every 8 weeks..
and now i remember my last hair cut was 3-4 months ago..
wtfook..

eee!!! hate my hair now!!!!!!!
i wan it short short short!
best if i dare to cut it to my shoulder length..
but im a hum ji person..
so i shall just cut 1- 2 inches will do..

mrtan is my wonderful wonderful boy!

2007-03-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

haven been bloggin so far cos im god damn lazy & tired

thurs:
baby went volleyball at sqs
zhiwei booked out early so we played mahjong at night
baby helped mi win 10 bucks for the concert tix!
haha so sweet of u:))
they played 3 pots and i know tat baby is super tired
but he still gave me the money despite himself being broke..

fri:
went for band and then supper with band friends
after tat zz fetched me to baby's place
wasn't in a good mood so i went home shortly after seeing baby

sat:
'friends in concert' @ bishan salvation army
featuring shuqun sec, zhenghua sec, campassville sec & assumption english..
after tat dinner and shopping at junction 8 with anna jason zz shawn
i didn;t buy anything :((
my mother will kill me if i buy somemore things!!
after tat when zz and shawn left,
anna, jason,mi,baby and royce played mahjong
again, baby helped mi won some money and cleared off some DEBTS from jason..haha..
half burden off my shoulder..PHEW! HAHAHA
my baby is always my saviour muacks!

sun:
went sentosa with baby
fcuking hot! but its nice at the beach..
too bad i didn prepare extra clothings
if nt i sure jump into the sea!!
i sat under the sun for 5 hours!!!!
i was burning hot!!

the next thg tat baby and i are goin to do is wakeboarding at batam!!!
i MUST persuade my mum to let mi go..I DUN CARE!

to my baby:
its gonna be our 11 mth anni soon!
for these past mths,
thanks for your patience and everything..
i can say that we have grown into a better couple..
but of cos,
we are still learning and understanding each other everyday
for the last 3 months, we have lesser and less serious quarrels..
i can see that you are trying your best to prioritize and schedule your time such tat i get a fair share of time with you..
now that you have spend lesser nights with your friends,
i greatly appreciate it..
sometimes when you played lan at night,
you still made the effort to call me after your game..
when you are out with your friends,
you call me occasionally to see if im ok..
you have changed alot eversince the big and long quarrel we had months ago..
i've learnt to trust you and slowly let you go..
you have proven to me that i am important to you
and you will not take me for granted..
to spend weekends with mi,
you brought me to the beach with you so that you could still be there with me while you are training for your coming beach vb competition..
you planned mahjong so that we you could spend time with your friends and at the same time spend time with me..
as time goes,
i see that you are treating this relationship with care and respect..
for so long, despite mi being wilful and stubborn at times,
u didn give up on me or this relationship..
you explain to mi and tell mi what is wrong..
when i change for the better, you acknowledge by responding with positive actions and behaviors..
when i told you wad im unhappy with you about,
you put down your ego and apologise and admit that yes, you are wrong..
followed by an assurance that you will change for the better as well..

these changes are so important in sustaining a relationship..
and im glad that we are working towards it well..
wadever things that you have done for mi,
i appreciate it..
love you

chalet

2007-03-21T05:07:00.000-07:00

i made mrtan promise to feed mi until i hit 40kg
he said ok

BUT THEN
he didn't feed mi anythg for the whole morn and noon todae
we onli ate breakfast + lunch + dinner at 5 plus
HE WANTS TO TORTURE ME!!!!!!!
EXECUTE MRTAN!

the chalet was ok..
in fact we left on the 2nd night le..
last min i told baby tat why not we jus leave
den next morn dun have to wake up so early to check out
moreover, we miss our TELEVISION AT HOME!!!!
e room has nth but 4 beds.
its like facing four walls
my phone low batt den can't on mp3
wtf
so we booked cab and left the place within 15 mins

went to baby;s house and watch tv and slept till noon
super shiok ah
feel so suang with the tv

1st dae we had a small bbq for baby's bdae
his friends came and then we played a lot of funny games
his friends were very fun loving and LOUD
all also siao siao one
they even went over to the next pit and disturb the gals there
especially baby and one of his friend
went over people's pit and asked for potatoes
den as usual la those xiao mei mei dwn there giggling and giggling
i think they think that the guys want to sian them
haha talk cock
then his friend went to the other side of the pit and ask for watermelon..

we went underwater world on the 2nd dae..
very nice..people who have nth to do and feels v bored and go and take a look..
a lot of cute cute and unique underwater creatures
saw nemo also
after tat we took the luge ride
rather fun! haha
after lyge ride we went siloso beach to find ash and marilyn
damn funny
got 1 couple dwn there hanky panky like nobody's business
er xin de yao si
e gal in bikini sat on the guys lap
den they kiss la and the guy still go and touch the gal's neh neh
we were so ENTERTAINED with it
but the main motive of sitting there is to watch those people skimmin
i still couldn figure out why is it so fun
u stand there with ur board
wait for the current to come
den run run run and throw ur board then jump onto ur board
its jus a 1 or 2 second thg when u are on the board with the wave
and the wave there is so small
den after tat u go back to the shore and wait for another wave to come
''_"

after marilyn close shop and ash done with his skimmin,
we had dinner at sakae
ask and baby cant seem to stop talkin
from 1st dae bbq talk until next dae
anyway..
after sakae we went to cafe del mar to slack
ok ok la..its nt as nice that i thought it would be
cos the bed is v v v dirty
i feel so uncomfortable laying my butt on it
the worst thg is my drinks suck
grapefruit juice
they change name to 'super sour and bitter lime juice' better

we slack awhile den leave le..
nth much on the second dae..
we went back to our room..slack and den decided to go home le..

the end

HAPPY....

2007-03-18T08:27:00.001-07:00

BIRTHDAE IN ADVANCE BABY!
20 years old le muz be more thrifty ok!
time to save up!
and also mus be more settled down! haha.

its chalet again tml at sentosa.. a mini celebration for my beloved mrtan
this time we book the kampung hut cos baby wants to save money '_'
for ur info, the hut doesn;t have a toilet
have to use the public toilet
tats why its so blardy cheap..its onli 50 bucks for 3 daes 2 nights..
but it will be v inconvenient...

especially

when

u

wan

to

bath

at

~~~~~NIGHT!!!!!!~~~~~~
can you feel your hair standing?

ANYWAY we make it a 'tradition' to have chalet for our birthdaes every year
but nt those big chalet la..
jus a small one to spend some time together
his friends are comin for bbq tml also..
hope tat he enjoys his 20th bdae..:))

i miss the time we sat at the beach at night and talked for hours..
time realli flies..
the last time we had chalet durin my birthdae seem like only yesterday
i could almost remember everything there..

damn hot ah.
wan to get out of this room alr.
k bye

HAPPY....

2007-03-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

the great day!

2007-03-15T22:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday was my greatest and joyous day at kumon
becos...

I BROUGHT JIASHENG TO THE TOILET!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA SUPER DUPER ULTRA MIGHTY CUTE LA!!

those who dunno jiasheng u all wun understand one lah..
onli zhuozhen rachel this people will know..
i love kumon on thurs man..
best to be the liberal!
hohohoho

after work, jj picked mi up and we went sunshine place @ cck for supper
the 'wet' hor fun that i had was not bad!
when i looked at the menu, i saw the 'WET' horfun..
i was like chucklin to myself
so unglam..i dun understand..why of all words 'WET?!'
den after tat jj came up with a disgustin thg
here it goes;
i cant finish the meat in the hor fun so i gave it to jj
den jj sae ' huh! this is the G SPOT of the horfun lei..nicest thg inside lor..why duwan to eat?!'
FORGET IT MAN! WHEN I HEARD WAD HE SAID, I WANTED TO PUKE EVERYTHG OUT.
TAMADE. SAE I GROSS. I THINK HE IS MUCH LEVEL UP DEN ME. SICKENING.
the chicken wings v nice also..but i was too full liao..
so ate abit onli..

my cousin is offerin mi 2 tickets to watch disney on ice later at 730
should i go with baby??
hmm..
scaly we sleep inside..

so tired now..its another boring day...
when i am so keen of goin alumni todae,
it is cancelled..
how come the world is so wierd ah?
thgs like tat always happen

moi poor faceee

2007-03-14T08:44:00.000-07:00

experts and beauticians adviced/advised ( i always mixed up this two. dunno when to use which one) that face should be cleansed ideally 2-3 times a dae. excess wash or never wash will cause disaster.
and im a sinner todae.
i wash my face 4 times!!! its damn bad for my face la. but bo bian lei.
went for my evaluation early in the morn todae..washed my face before i go
den go home after that and decided to go baby's house
so before i went, washed my face again
went home from baby house at 5 plus
reached home..bathed and wash my face again
sat in front of my com in my pyjamas
jj nudge mi at msn and we were both bored and decided to go out
we went imm, had dinner and talked cock
walked home from imm
when i reach home..i wash my face again

althogther, 4 times!
please forgive mi face
no more next time
i jus have the habit of washin my face everytime i come home from outside
oh my face
pls dun get dry and secrete excess oil and result in pimples
pls pls pls pls!!!
i will treat u with extra care from tml onwards
i will buy u some masks
pimples are my greatest enemies.
pls dun come and find mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go and find those who never wash their face!! they need u most!
shoo shoo shoo!

im so bored these days
some darlings get mi my fav seventeen & cleo?
i will love u to the core!
baby haven call mi since we parted jus now
sigh..so fun until forget me le ma?
spend more QUALITY time with me will you?
watching you sleep or sleepin beside you or watchin u play dota isn't spendin quality time tog
i dun enjoy it at all..its wasting time away.
i rather sleep at home and save the cab fare or bus fare
i cant realli fall asleep at ur place
there's nth much i can do at ur place
den u mus be sayin,
'dun sleep dun stay at home den go where? also no where to go'
but u have a million places to hang out with ur friends
i can be your 'friend' at times too you know..
i miss the past...
sometimes i jus can't help it but feel upset at your enthusiasm when meetin up with your friends
i feel tat im a boring gf who doesn't brin u much joy
being with mi jus seemed like a dread
seriously, i dun realli look forward to the chalet anymore.
i think its time i get MIA..
whenever i face u, im overwhelmed with guilt
becos bein with mi = boring
but i die also wan to be with you. im jus too stubborn and clingly
im sorry if ur b'dae chalet may turn out to be a boring one.
you can invite ur friends to stayover if u wish.
but im nt goin to sacrifice any bed. HAA

lucky jj saved mi jus now..
saved mi from boredom and depression

BooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOO

2007-03-13T10:00:00.000-07:00

i miss my sec school days!!!
so carefree..so fun..everydae was laughter
those are the best years of my life till today..
from sec 1 to sec 4,
i think i laughed almost everydae
i almost forgot wad tears were for.
everydae was happy days!!!

durin recess time we would sit together for lunch despite us from different classes
anna and zeyi would always be the first to reach the canteen (dunno why oso. maybe their classroom is nearest to canteen?)
then anna would buy drinks for us
zeyi would queue up and buy food for herself and anna
minutes later mi zhuozhen and catherine would reach
we would be especially late if seah class was before recess
we would be stuck in the classroom to finish up our things before we come down
den sometimes ended up with not enuff time to eat
after recess was always the visit to toilet
its a never fail to do routine
haha to make our hair neater cos everytime by recess,
our hair would be like siao za bor
e classroom fan li hai ma

i still remember on one of those days,
we would have consecutive 4 periods of maths
from the start all the way till recess time..
i think is 2 period E maths den 2 period A maths
so on that particular day
i always hoped tat the principal would be exceptionally lo so on that day durin assembly
so that some of the maths period would be 'eaten up'.
haha..

the best about sec school daes was that i didn pay for my locker at all before
dunno which dumbass realli go and pay for tat stupid locker thg
50 plus per year
f up man. other schools they provide the lockers for free!!
some school even best, their lockers are in the classroom
this gian ben school of mine..still charge people for that old and filthy locker
and when we recieved news tat the office people is goin to throw away all those books from supposingly unused locker,
catherine and i would quickly rushed down and cleared our books
at the end of the day ,we would put the books back

the sars period was power oso..
2 weeks break from school..super shiok rite? but super sian also..at home other den study, it was still study
my mum didn allow mi to go out anyway :((

sometimes i really hate it when my mum would keep callin mi while im outside to ask mi where i am and ask mi to go home earlier
when im in a bad mood, it realli pisses mi off
my hp will ring every few hours (can ask mrtan. he is my all time witness)
but when she didn call the whole dae, i would call her and ask why she didn call mi
fuck up daughter rite? haha

bein in the same school with mr tan,
i didn think that he will be my otherhalf one day
in sec 1 and 2 daes,
he was like the joker in class..always talk cock and make mi laugh
our form teacher even made him change seat becos he kept turnin back to make monkey faces at mi
which resulted in roar of laughter from me la..
i always knew that there's a gal i n my class who liked him for many years
and i PITIED THE GIRL
HAHAHAHA
cos i thought that the gal was very poor thing for fallin in love with such a 'flirt'
MAHA! MR TAN ALWAYS CHANGE GF DURIN SEC SCH SO I DIDN HAVE A GD IMPRESSION OF HIM THOUGH
for ur info im his number 17 gf..dunno 17 or 18 la but somewhere around there
and i was so happy for that friend when years later i knew tat she had another guy already..
i was like 'PHEW' for her..
her nightmare over.
1 or 2 years later, that 'flirt' and i got together till today
and im lovin him more each day:)
haha

sometimes, life is realli umpredictable
things happen when u least expected it
tats why i have learnt not to expect under some circumstances
i feel that im happier tis way
the more u expect and want it to be that way, the more it wouldn be
so jus be complacent with wad i have..and live with what i have..

gettin my np last sem results later
all the best to me
nights all

rain rain go away

2007-03-13T03:21:00.000-07:00

its poruing heavily now..and i need to leave for work in another 15 minutes..
there's a whole morn and noon but the sky chose this time to rain
WHYYYYY!!!!!!??????

had pig life todae
woke up at 2pm..ate ban mian for lunch
plus crackers, ice cream & soft drinks
wakau
rest awhile and i went back to sleep till 5 plus den prepared for work
pig or not?

sometimes, i feel tat life will be much more beautiful if there's onli genuine friendship around me
wad i lack in this life is,
an abundance of good friends

smb band 2000 2001 2002 2003

2007-03-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

suddenly..i realise that
I MISS BAND A LOT!!!!!
actually was on my way to band last fri
thats my 2nd time going for the concert preparation
haha. was very busy with school earlier tats why didn go
after semester finished, kept on procrastinatin
tats why until last week den decided to go
and it was tan zhuozhen who asked mi if i wana go
agreed to go in e end
but some bloody taxi uncle cheated my money so i didn go in e end
baby wanted mi to go back his place there cos he wanted to scold e taxi uncle
in the end he missed it
zhuozhen called and asked if i wanted her to fetch mi to band
i rejected her cos i wasn in the mood anymore..
sianz.. and moreover it was like 9pm alr
band ends at 10pm

i joined band since sec 1 and i didn regret at all
secondary school life was such a joy its all because of band
wonderful memories
wonderful bandmates..wonderful band instructor..
not forgetting the fun during camps
and the hangin out session after band prac on saturdays
concerts was the best cos thats the time when we could ask for a band camp..
when we could perform at VCH
the stayovers in school after concert was the most memorable until there's a band teacher in- charge call MR GOPAL who forced us to sleep during one of the stayover
i could never forget how disappointed everyone was
girls heading back to the bandroom and guys sleepin in the canteen
the lights were off and Mr GOPAL sat there and made sure everyone sleep
that was crazy
at least the girls were better
we stayed in the bandroom and nobody cared wad we did inside

i remembered the next concert,
we didn stayover in school anymore
instead, all of us went to one of the band member's house and stayed oveer!!!
haha clever rite?
no restrictions..no complains from neighbourhood..and lastly, no MR GOPAL
that was how close we were during the days in SMB
when miss tan left us in 2002, the whole band cried..
she was the one who built up smb..who brought smb the reputation..
we were very worried that we would not make it without her..
but we pulled ourselves up together again..together with mr er, we worked hard for our syf..
mr er was very stressed up then because he was afraid that he wasn't sure if he could maintain the gold medal for us..
but he hanged on there..made us trust him..
and in syf 2003, we performed 2 beautiful pieces of music under his baton and got our gold medal again
it was double happiness for him, because his another young band, cvss, got the gold medal as well.
i remembered how he jumped in joy and cried in happiness when he heard the news
(we were havin band prac at night with mr er and hidaya received a call from cvss after they got their syf result. all of us was very anxious to hear their result as it was the first year cvss went for sfy..they were a very young band..and then hidaya said ' YOU ALL GOT GOLD?'.. mr er said ' aiya..impossible la..bluff one la..' and den hidaya repeated again ' yes yes! they got gold'..at that moment, all of us gasped!!! mr er faced turned red and he was speechless..the next moment, he jumped up and down like a mad person. he was crying in joy and we were all very happy for him)

with two gold bands and one silver band on hand, mr er became a rather reputable and successful band instructor in singapore..

BACK TO BAND PRAC DAYS..
during pract, we got scolded together..got punished together..
at sec 2 AGM, i was given the post of quarter mistress
i worked together with alfred neo and wilson tan haha
they are the quarter masters
the 3 of us were incharge of the maintenance of instruments
taking care of the discipline of band members
concert disciplines and etc..
but the best part as a quarter master is that i can take and hold on to other instruments haha..
(for ur info, the rule is we can't hold other instruments becos we are not taught how to handle it)
its nt a big deal actually but i believe we were all very curious of how the other instruments feel like..

oh ya haha before i moved on..
i remembered on the day of AGM when tanny was still a quarter master..
during pract that dae, i was very noisy and kept giggling
i was jus sitting behind him cos saxophone session was jus behind flute session
he turned back and glared at mi
he said ' later fall in u watch out'
(we are nt suppose to make noise in the bandroom u see. we are verydisciplined in the bandroom or else we will get punished by the leaders)
but who knows, after band when we fall in, our instructor annouce the new committee members
and tanny became the band major
i think he was too overjoyed that he forgot about punishing me
and i escaped the punishment!!
hahaha. if nt kana punish alone very sia swey one you know..

i still remember i asked tanny (our band major then) how many stands we need to bring for our concert at vch
that was a joke that i made when i jus started out that post

however, this post made mi grow
i remembered that i was so scared of scoldin the band members
or shoutin across the band room for the members to keep quiet and etc
but with the support of the majors and my leaders,
i managed to overcome the fear and stand up firm with my post

at sec 3 AGM..i became the chief quarter mistress for woodwinds session
and alfred neo became the chief quarter master for brass session
that year, anna and dunno who i forgot, became the quarter masters as well
we worked together and i saw them grow as a leader jus like how i started out in the beginning

tat year, i had a conflict with zhuozhen
haha..it was rather happening
somethg happened in band and then dunno how we had a conflict
it was a rather big conflict
we didn talk for very long

band taught me a lot of things..
perserverance..determination..confidence..self esteem..teamwork..trust in each other..
how we perservered together during syf preparation and won ourselves gold medals for consecutive 2 years
it was our year of glory
the first two times we got the gold medal was 'glorier'
as onli 15 bands in s'pore would get the gold medal..
and we were one of the 15 bands..
but in 2003, they somehow changed the policy and den quite a number of band got gold..
from den, we somehow felt tat the 'gold medal' isnt that precious anymore..hahahaha

you know its very shiok durin sfy and competition
the adrenaline rush during the annoucement of result is simply SHIOK AND UNFORGETTABLE
the kind of victory u know when your band got the gold award..hahaha
all the hard work and tears were all worth it..

k la..so much about smb
there will be a concert coming on 23 june 2007
combined shuqun campassville and zhenghua alumni band
at VCH
tix price still unsure..
exciting repertoire awaiting you..
so be there and support us:))

my friday afternoon

2007-03-09T21:17:00.000-08:00

for this week, i think i had nightmares for 4 out of 7 nights
firstly, big moths (which i damn hate it and it was mr tan who 'cursed' that i would dream of it at night)
shit man. it feels suck to wake up in shock and den cool urself down after the super furious beating of my heart
my last nightmare was like the movie 'final destination'
where people fell down from tall heights in amusment parks and died tragically
f up man. i think i realli need a dreamcatcher soon
be it a psychological matter or wad,
i will do wad it takes to make myself sleep peacefully
if not its really really bad!!!!

as i've mentioned, i had an interview at MOE
it was damn hot and i have to walk under the humid weather
seriously i hate bouna vista
as it is under construction, the surroundings are messy, dusty, dirty and noisy
everywhere seems so eeeks!
plus the heavy traffic makes it worst
when i reached there, i could not wait to leave.

i reached there rather early and sat there and waited for quite a while for my interview
there was a lady before mi..
then one of the room door opened and i saw 3 person sitting behind a big desk
the person called out the lady's name and den she went it
in my heart i was praying that i would not be interviewed in that place
been interviewed by 4 people (3 + not forgetting the person opening the door), hows that man?
and the interviewers looked stern and strict and 'no joke' kind of person
but anyway i stilled managed to keep my cool, and waited outside
den the lady came out and i hoped miracle happened that my name would not be called
but den u know la, miracle doesn happen always
so e person called my name and i went in
i smiled and tried to look as calm and steady as much as possible
i sat down facing the 4 interviewers
i felt like im like a criminal being interrogated. its rather intimidating
then they asked mi questions..i answered them but i guess i didn make it really that convincing
inside mi, i onli hoped the interview to be over as quickly as possible
anyway, its over now. i pray that i am shortlisted for further interview
(although the interview experience wasnt that nice haha!)

k the end bye

new blog!

2007-03-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

haha. boredom. kills. human.

did my font kill ur eyesight?
rather ugly lei.
but who cares.
mine is a ugly blog
tats how i want it!

JOKE OF 2007

2007-03-07T01:49:00.001-08:00

i planned to keep this a secret
but the truth will always prevail
here it goes,

i went for my basic theory practice this noon
did 4 booklets within 40 minutes..
at the same time,
FAILED 4 BOOKLETS
some people mus be thinkin im sucha a downright dumbass
haha
i cant stop laaughing at myself man..
HELLO ITS BASIC THEORY!!!!!
some people dun even need to study for it
and can pass without prac or evaluation
basket
mus be the radiation of my hp that makes mi stupid
haha. EXCUSES. SIAO LIAO.

I told my cousin about it and told her to give me a clap.
she said i needed a slap instead.

baby was very sympathetic about it and encouraged mi by sayin i will pass de..he asked mi nt to give up
hahahahahaha. im nt very upset lah actualli..
ya.
so

-END OF JOKE-

GOOD DAY.

bad gf

2007-03-05T21:57:00.000-08:00

im sucha bad gf
cos baby is waitin for my lunch yet im bloggin right now
poor baby..

yest MOE called me for an interview for the post of special needs officer
i pray that i can get that..
initially i was hopin for that more then Fei Yue EIPIC..
i tot that i wun be selected as their interview candidates cos i submitted the application form way after deadline
but they really called!! yippee!!

what attracts mi to this is that,
they sponser my study for the 1 year study of Diploma in Special Needs (gettin another diploma and gaining more knowledge at a free cost, WHY NOT?)
i get paid monthly while studyin (i wan to study and i wan money as well!!!)
bein a civil servant gets to enjoy quite a lot of benefits
i always wanted to work in a school enviornment
i mean a real school, big school..
workin with special needs is one of the meaningful jobs
and many more
so pray that my interview this friday is SUCCESSFULLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but den,
my mum wants me to study at university lei..
i will study if my interview dun get thru (Touchwood)
but i will insist on takin up the special needs officer post if im bein offered that

-THE END-

exams examiner examination

2007-03-05T04:42:00.000-08:00

first & foremost,
not mi..but baby..
baby's exam is next week
wish him all the best
and hopes tat he gets what he really wants

went for btl 1.02 this noon
again,
its nth much from the book
a lot of accidents videos instead
i pay tat extra money to watch accidents on the road
i could have watch it free from the news every day 10pm or 11pm @ channel u

but there's a particular accident tat gives mi goosebumps even till now when im mentionin it
its an old lady who got ran down by a car
and the car went over her, i mean the wheels went over her, for 5 times.
that driver is downright DUMB
when he knocked down the old lady once,
that poor elderly went under the vehicle
and dunno why, the driver drive the car forward,
and the wheel went over the old lady again
this time, the old lady was nt under the car anymore (and could have survived if help was sent immediately)
but goodness,
the driver dunno why,
reversed and then once again,
went over the old lady
and she was under the car again.
this forward and backward thg happen for 5 times.
after tat finally e driver get the butt off the car and came dwn to look.

unfortunately,
the poor victim didn survive the ordeal

for ur info, it didn happen in spore.
happen in china
sian ah
didn want to watch it at all in the first place

k show starts.

bali thai

2007-03-04T04:57:00.000-08:00

yum yummm
dinner at bali thai jus now as a small celebration for my dad' bdae..
food is not too bad

went for my first basic theory lesson last week
well..wad can i sae?
rather nonsense
i yawned million times and focused with my everything to keep my eyes opened
so paiseh to fall asleep know..
its my second lesson tml..
sigh..just hope it ends quickly lah..

went sentosa with mr tan yest
but it rained!!!!! zzzzz
so we cabbed to vivo and watched a movie
ghost rider
mediocre show.
bought a bag from mphosis and got a discount!!!
yea!
baby chose the bag cos he said it was special..
hmm..not too bad lah..
that kind of transparent bag lor..
i thk tat is a good bag for people like charlene..huisan..jacqueline and SHU ANN
their bags look nice on the outer but suck shit at the inner
i always nag at how awfully messy their things were in their bag
tissue paper lah..handphone la..wallet lah..some giam chai paper la (which is our study notes most of the time).. sweets wrapper..receipts..ETC ETC
and when they need something from their bags, they need to dig and search like mad..

perhaps gettin such transparent bags will teach them how to be neater and tidier and most importantly not throw junks in your bag
becos when u step out of ur house with that bag,
a thousand eyes can see what is inside
and then judge you from that..
HAHA.
SO SORRY MY BELOVED FRIENDS
I DUN MEAN TO QUOTE UR NAMES
BUT DEN U ALL ALSO BUE PAISEH ONE MAH..
SO U ALL DUN MIND RITE?
HOHOHO

my baby is drown in his shower
k bye

stupid

2007-02-27T23:15:00.000-08:00

i had maggie mee for lunch for e past 3 daes
hows tat man!
fuking unhealthy lah!
thats the problem when im home everydae or every afternoon
there will nv be a proper meal

didn sleep well last nite
cos my body was v v v v v v v v v itchy
gots big patches of rashes and i dunno why
woke up in e middle of the night and scratch non stop like a monkey.
that is why i woke up so lethargic todae..
hai..

kumon meetin at 5 later
and im droppin by the stupid bbdc again to give my stupid cheque becos my stupid cheque got rejected
my stupid cheque got rejected becos of the stupid ltd word i stupidly didn put in
and so my stupidity cause mi so many trouble and i have to travel down again havin a big chance that i will board the stupid old and filthy bus 187
that is how stupid the whole thing is
and stupidity really kills!
so dun be stupid.

I FEEL SOOOOOOOO

2007-02-26T22:17:00.000-08:00

GOOD!

packed my room till 3am last night..well..my efforts are paid off i say..
finally i got my lazy butt off and cleared my rubbish
field prac visual aids lah..
learning corner materials lah..
tonnes of notes..
and many many more..
in total, i cleared 3 big paper bags of rubbish!
and i feel the air in my room fresher..
:))
gonna run to ikea soon and get lots of nice boxes..
my house is realli deprived of storage place man..
junks everywhere..
bue dahan..
actualli im realli reluntant of throwin my stuff
cos junks always come useful when you realised u have thrown them away.
agree?

these few days got quite a lot of thgs done..
not too bad still..
its not like realli staring into blank space at home for the past few days
i even finally bought a planner at a darn cost of 19.90 which i realised after that, that i could have gotten it free from my dad's office. :(

i thk i need a new desk real soon..
it looks like it will collapse anytime..
and its blardy dusty.
well..my maid is not doin her job!!!!
and i feel like changing my laptop..
hmm..change to a smaller one..

dropping by at bbdc again later to give my cheque and book my first class.
after which, kumon at 7pm again.

k tats all bye.

to baby,
exams are comin,
study hard and dun waste ur past 3 yrs in ITE
grit ur teeth and go for the last lap.
it will be over very very soon..
good luck
&
many many flying colours:))

rotten

2007-02-25T23:24:00.000-08:00

darn bored lah!
heavy rain n super LOUD thunder
woke up at 2 and slack till now
my baby is in school
when he reached sch, he sent a msg saying
'baby reach school alr..gonna study hard alr..u rest well loves muck!'
BUT BUT BUT
when i dropped him a few sms jus now,
he didn reply
and tat most possibly means
HE IS SLEEPING AWAY IN CLASS!!
MY GOD MAN.

'mus be flirty but mus not mi as flirty as mi'
haha hor babytanzhiqiang?
i didn know u have sucha a UNIQIE & CREATIVE criteria for ur gf lei

steamboat yum yum!!

2007-02-25T07:52:00.000-08:00

san and jac:
'eh read about ur pap part time job thg from ur blog'......
'YOU BETTER DUN GO AND WORK TAT BO LIAO PAP CHILDCARE 2-5PM JOB HOR! SIAO AH! FIND A BETTER JOB LAH! ALWAYS LIKE TO WORK THIS KIND OF PATHETIC JOB! & yadayada.....'
( p.s. they detest my current job now. cos of the pay and the working hrs. they nag whenever they are reminded of it. my poor ears...)

me:
'hahahahaha ok. :(
quite a loud disapproval
thus i shall say NO to it and continue slacking :))

steamboat at jac's house todae
very nice!!!!
i seldom had nice chicken soup
it happened to mi tat for lots of steamboat i went with chicken soup base,
they are tasteless or v bland (did i spel it correctly?)
the tom yam was superb oso
eat till damn full lah. and each of us paid 9 bucks each for sucha filling one..
NICE LAH!

jac's daddy was cute
when everyone was eating he would stand behind and watch
i got a shocked when i turned around and saw him standing right behind mi
and then who jac sat beside mi saw my reaction and turned back to look as well
jac said
'papa! why u stand there?!'

dad said
' i want to see! see who nv eat i want to scold!'
cute isnt it?

anyway who had small games in the room after tat
went home around 9 plus..
the journey home wasnt tat disaster as i imagined
on the way chatted with xiuping and shu ann
then after cityhall was left with mi n xp
talk talk talk talk talk
and we reached our hometown -JURONG EAST
tat was like fast lah

oh
i mus blog this
went bugis temple to pray with my family this noon
walan eh
the crowd is I-DUNNO-HOW-TO-SAY
hate it man! squeeze and push as if there is somebody giving free gifts? LCD SCREENS? IPOD?
SIAO ONE LEI! I WAS SO DAMN PISSED OFF LAH
WANT TO PUT MY FLOWER INTO THE VASE OSO SO DIFFICULT
when i was finally one arm away from the vase,
some idiots push push push
and i was at the back again
MADNESS MAN.
spore for u:)

then back to night time story
when xp and i changed trained to the middle platform at jurong east
again lah
the people rushed and ran like hell to the train at the middle platform
and i whispered to xp 'walau. siao one. i hate to see such thgs man. need to run until like tat meh?'
spore for u again:)

my baby call. bye all

2007-02-22T07:03:00.000-08:00

finished work at 9plus
still considering if i should take up the part time pap job tat ericia mentioned
at woodlands pap childcare 2pm to 5pm
an hour 6 bucks or 5 bucks i thk?
from now till 9th march
i have straight bus
hmm..dunno..
discuss with my baby first..

hmm
actualli i thk im a really super lucky gal..
living in comfort since i was born..
there was car who fetched me to and fro school from nursery to sec 4
i need not worry about a single cent, my expenses etc
parents gave mi a good life tat i can nv ask for more
i have all that i wanted
and i owe them big time

throughout my life, i have nv encountered any financial problem issue
i get wad i want rather easily
i get new stuffs..
i dun have to get second hand thgs becos i cant afford
i am always given the best
from birth till now,
it has been a very smooth sailing life..
its all becos of my parents who worked so hard to give mi the best

so when they are old,
they will have a smooth sailing life also
they will get the best thgs
they will live the best house
that time will be the best part of their lifes
they will get to enjoy the fruits that they bear years ago

similarly,
i will give the best to my children
cos i've seen many other people leading different kinds of lifes from me
and i know for sure tat
the life im leading now
the comfort of living that i have now
is truely one of the best.

i want my children and everyone else to be happy and healthy.
thats the most impt that one should have living in this world
without both of these,
it isn;t living life to the fullest as compared to those who have those assets
believ it or nt
happiness is the cure for everythg
so DUN WORRY..BE HAPPY:)

now that i have a bf who loves mi as well..
who cares and pampers mi whenever it is within his means
who is willing to do wad it takes to make mi happy
who is always there for mi when i needed him
who gives mi countless comfort when im down
who gives mi many advices to make situation better
who always protect mi!
who understand my needs
and give in to mi at times
who make mi learn and do the 'giving and taking'
and ETC ETC
im more den contented..

also friends who sincerely love mi..care for mi..dote me..
i appreciate that with all my hearts
god has been treating mi really nicely
perhaps i've been a nice person past lifes
so people,
thgs like reincarnation should nv be overlooked and laughed at
live this life being a good person no matter how hard or tough life looks now
cos u will get ur deserved reward soon
above is always watching
and dun thk that they missed out any unfavourable events
so just be a good and honest person this life la hor!

actualli im blogging to past time
waitin for baby to knock off..
who knows realli blog so much
was emo in the middle part somemore..

k lah bye

2007-02-21T22:05:00.000-08:00

'NEW YEAR GOODIES'
that is a open close inveryted
hahahaha i said exclamation mark wth
i onli realise when i read the my own entries

tml baby and i shall go bbdc to register for my driving class!!!!
since im free these days..
jus go for it lah rite..
and since my dad was very supportive of mi learning driving
(he said that if i got nth to do next time, i can be a taxi driver "_")
so tat boost my confidence abit.
NONSENSE
NTH TO DO I CAN TAKE MY ECH DIP AND BE A OLD & GRUMPY AUNTY CHILDCARE TEACHER RITE?
BE WAD TAXI DRIVER MAN..MUS BE JOKING

hai eating maggie mee now
ke lian
eat until like those trishaw peoplre like tat
one leg up
kumon at 7 later
JIASHENG!

yest caught jus follow law with bibi
veri funny n nice show
fann wong realli can act big time
u all should go n watch and de-stress abit
anyway jack neo's film always quite funny one mah
after movie went up kbox to look for baby's friends

so free these days
free until v sian man.
life seems so aimless and meaningless now:((
gonna find another job soon.
hopefully office work.
haha i have yet to try office work yet

i dun understand know
why does my fats always go to my face first??
sad lei.
y cant it go to other parts of my body?
why mus it be the face?
why why why why why?
I HATE FAT FAT FACE
I WANT SMALL SMALL FACE!

ok bye

2007-02-20T02:59:00.000-08:00

imsohungryman
whenismyfishslicenoodlecomingback?

damn slack todae
slept from 9am to 5pm
haha mj e whole night yest again
dun everytime see i mj mj mj ok den say i queen of gambler ok
most of e time i watch my baby play
we paired up
i find this more meaningful and fun.
cos i can spend time with my baby ma
sit beside him and tian mi mi with him..
hor baby?
haha puke la puke la for those who want to puke

my noodle is back
bye

new yr resolution

2007-02-17T22:37:00.000-08:00

AIYO how can i forget this
my this yr's resolution is

1) learn driving and get my license by this yr
2) get into nus (if i can) and work hard
3) be dilligent and intelligent
4) be happy
5) be healthy!
6) bliffful with baby:)

HAPPY NEW YR

2007-02-17T22:19:00.000-08:00

from the time i woke up,
have been frantically smsing for tonights' gathering
aiyoooo
next tim just contact thru email lah
sms damn expensive man

my throat sucks lah
so uncomfortable
walau i look at my house 'NEW YEAR GOODIE'
what is with my exclamation mark?
cos those goodies,
are not new year goodies at all
they are more like for BIRTHDAY PARTIES can
no bah kua
no prawn roll
no pineapple tarts
got la got lah..
e onli traditional thg is the love letters
INSTEAD
there are, M&M chocs
gummies sweets
ferrero
e rest i duwan to look at it liao lah
my heart fell when i knew there isn any bah kua
NY FAVOURITE!!
my heart shattered when i knew there isn any prawn roll
MY ULTIMATE FAVORITE
HAI DUN SAE LIAO LAH

yeest after midnight
went supper with zq and his friends
weiliang drove lah
but the van or caravan or dunno wad is COMFORTABLE

haha e owner fixed a sofa at the back of the van
can sleep can slack can wadever behind man..
baby so shiok sitting behind
but when the car jam or stop abruptly
then the joke comes.
haha

i looked like an alien when im still at home at this hour
for almost everyone i called,
almost all their reaction was
FRIEND: 'EH! WHY U STILL AT HOME? NV BAI NIAN MEH?'
ME: ' NOT SO EARLY LA. I JUS WAKE UP LOR'
FRIEND: 'HUH! EARLY? NOW SO LATE LIAO. YOUR FAMILY SO LATE DEN BAI NIAN ONE MEH?'
ME: '....... ERM YA'

i didn know tat its so damn wierd to bai nian at late noon until i met u all my dear friends
hahaha. amazing.

k bye
good day to all
have fun
and be rich! (with all ur gamblings and ang bao. HA)

New year, New blog

2007-02-17T02:52:00.000-08:00

welcome to my fcuking ugly new blogskin
so sian man this blog
not interesting and dull
anyway the picture looks like paradize or somethg
so jus hope tat my life will resemble that

happy new yr eve to all:))
my baby hope tat u are enjoying your steamboat now

mj overnight again
baby won
YEAH!!!!
later may be goin out with baby and his friends later
hope tat the traffic will not be heavy
cos u know lah..e driver..ermm..dunno can cope or not..
haha. poor thg that boy
dun take it to heart ah!

went last min shopping yest with baby and his friends
baby bought 2 tops and 1 bottom
bet he mus be so happy lah
but its damn expensive can
i jus manage to buy a top from a shop at fareast
dunno i like it or nt also.
jus buy lah.
oh yesyes and i bought another pair of new shoe!!!!!
haha.
thats my biggest joy yest lah.

yest went NUS to submit my supportin doc for the application
oh my that school is HUGE
jus hope tat i can get it
suddenly i have the 'wanna get into nus' feeling
haha.
i applied for NTU also..
but im nt keen in tat
cos journey to NTU is nt very convenient
i have straight bus to NUS
but den u know la..
NUS..not easy to get in
especially when im a poly undergrad

bye:)

UGLY FACE MONSTER

2007-02-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

walau i better learn how to post up my pics here before other places are bombarded with my ugly photos..throw face man.

how come when i read san's blog, our chalet seemed much more exciting and fun then how i write about it..
u read my blog, u will feel 'jus a normal boring chalet lor'
u read san's blog, 'wa..quite fun and entertaining chalet'
anyways..quick send mi the photos and videos taken during the chalet.
the lau yu sheng video is power lah.
that features phang shu ann la.

isn't feeling well at all now.
but jus pulled myself up to kumon.
saw my beloved jiasheng.
still as cute.

tml baby goin to accompany me to nus and give my application document
how sweet of my baby hor..
baby love u love u love u muacks muacks muacks!
but dun HIAM huh
haha.. private joke..

enjoyin my mcflurry now despite the super uncomfortable throat of mine.
hai heck lah,
feel so sian now.
poor baby coming over my place to do his project..
my poor baby
has been workin very hard for the past few days.
tml we will go out and enjoy ok?
we will shop at flash n splash..
we will dine at crystal jade or other heavenly place
we will have mad fun k

my face look awfully chao ta now.
and the skin is peeling
OH MAN
I CANT LET THIS HAPPEN AT THIS POINT OF TIME
SO I CRAZILY PUT LOTS LOTS LOTS OF MOISTURIZER EVERY FEW MINUTES
IF NOT I WILL LOOK LIKE AN UGLY PEELING FACE MONSTER DURING CNY

somebody teach mi how to put links in my blog
haiya.
somebody jus teach mi everythg about blog other den just posting lah.
computers and technology is darn impt these days
but im still sucha a darn tech idiot
but i jus hate IT man
no reason
just hate
sometimes i rather just do it manually
those microsoft office thgs learnt in poly have all gone back to mrs pek

im gonna learn driving soon!!
whoo! baby faster k
we'll learn tog

oh ya somethg to add on to san's entry
people, if u want to commit suicide by jumpin off the building
try the 'samsung' at wild wild wet
i bet u will change ur mind.

CNY steamboat at 23 jan or 25 jan
either shu ann's hse or xiuping's house
this time, i will bring my baby along
get informed and updated.

2007-02-14T08:01:00.000-08:00

i love my boyfriend

2007-02-13T20:57:00.000-08:00

3days 2nights chalet

day 1:
wild wild wet right after we check in
my first time there
there wasnt much people..
so i quite enjoyed it
haha quite funny oso lah..
the samsung is madness!!!
the sky rider is the best lah.
jus relax and cycle
and gets thighs aches right after tat!! abused by shu ann.
washed up, and prepared for our bbq..
surprisingly the life guards from wild wild wet came for our bbq
didn expect they will turn up..
think they must be cursing and swearing at my stupid mouth
anyway they ate and talk cock and then business for shuann and jacq
SHALL NOT DISCLOSE HERE
*PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL
after bbq, slacked and played games
murderer..pig game..rhythm etc etc
6am, sleep.

day 2:
woke up and went TANNING at the pool
did u hear it right?
I WENT TANNING!!!
i almost died on the tanning chair.
shu ann should know how traumatise i look
the sun was damn blardy fierce.
after tat swimming with jacq and shu ann..
lunch at foodcourt and den back to chalet to bath
after tat we went fun station (arcade) for daytona haha
fun
and other games lah.
the basketball is power oso lah.
we damn kb down there man
luckily it wasn any peak period
if nt we might most prob got beaten up by those lians and bengs
we were damn noisy lah.
night cycling was cancelled.
plan changed to mahjong
and tat trained ur flexibility and ur stamina to withstand back ache.
the backache is superb really.
but thanks to me,
i showed them the origin of mahjong. how mahjong originated.
damn funnyhahaha
slept at 3am.

day 3:
check out and macdonalds time.
home sweet home after filling out stomach.

baby happy v dae!
thanks for that lil thg from u.
thanks for doing this despite ur superly busy and tired schedulee
thanks for calling at 12am to wish my happy vdae.
haa.
loves u lots.
see you tonight:)

2007-02-06T20:12:00.000-08:00

its just another day..sigh..
i hope miracle will happen
its sad to think of tat as miracle when i guess any other people out there get it easily

tat irriatin asshole
stop comin in to irritate mi!
ask mi this and tat..neverending stupid question
feel like slammin my door shut n forbid him to enter for the rest of my entire life

a big joke of my life
advance april fool
no..should be a graduation gift
final report assignment
5 - 6 pages can be an error!!! walau eh..goodness.. and u know wad is the correct one?
20 - 25 pages..
to think such error can be made in the assignment descriptor..
wads wrong with these teachers man
simply ridiculous

so tired..
din sleep well last night..
nightmare..
realli is nightmare!!!
here goes my dream..

somebody died..and two of my friends ( i dunno who they are) tied the body up and put her behind the lorry..
dunno why i sat behind e lorry with e dead body
and then expected lah..e body move and stare at me
scared e shit out of me and i wanted to jump off the lorry
the corpse grabbed my leg and i screamed lah
my two friends in the front seats stop and get mi to sit with em
one of my frns dunno have supernatural power or wad lah..stare at the corpse in the eyes and then there is somne green light and the corpse 'died' again
a while later.. a hand grabbed mi from the back again..holy shit lah..damn scary lah..
den it goes on like tat with the corpse wan to attack mi or somethg

my frn got down the vehicle and wanted to explode the whole lorry
but whu noes.. the corpse managed to escape the lorry also
and then started chasing us!!!!
ohmygod this part is damn scary ok
the guy pulled mi and we ran to a nearest hotel
keep runnin and runnin and hiding
hoping tat the corpse dun find us
but jus like tv drama,
the corpse eventually will..

then e behind part i forget liao..
i jus know i didn sleep well
end of story.
but people, when u sleep, dun put ur hand/s on your chest
you will realli have nightmare.

2007-02-05T22:24:00.000-08:00

finally!! recovered my blog cos i damn damn damn irritatingly forgot my password and username once more.

tired of the process of recoverin my password and username all these shit, finally,
i have decided to write it down!
my username and password is rite in front of my eyes now. so rest assured, i will blog as regularly as i can:)

haiya many ask mi, 'eh sharon! why this kind of blog address? wad shittysharon?'
well..its all becos of u all then i put this name can? to aid u all in remembering my blog add well..shittysharon ma..

didn blog for looongggggggggg..
school has offically ended..now we are left with the IEP final report..
after tat..im free from school!!! yeaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i feel kind of sad..cos im still strugglin with thw decision of studying first or work first? if i wwork first, might as well slog all the way..and earn money..for a good living in future..

oh ya
baby,
CONGRATS!!!! im realli proud of u baby..work hard this sem and enrol in TP..its realli unbelievable u know..im glad tat u're offered with this great opportunity..now ur future light up again!!! yeah!! realli happy for u... im sure ur parents will be very proud of you also..hopefully this coming year will be a good, blessful and prosperous one for you and your family:) no matter wad, i'll be there for you..but be prepared tat the path will nt be that easy..but i know and trust that u can do it..u're my strong boy rite? jus think of the future..grit ur teeth and go all out for it..work hard..and i know u will succeed..we will work hard and be successful together ok? all the best for you..

class chalet next mon to wed..haha..im soooo looking forward to it lah..except the fact tat wed is vdae la..but anyway baby is nt free for mi oso sob.. every year we have realli memorable class chalet rite? with all the gals..talking..playing..lots of thgs lah..

my poly life ended in a swift..
time flies super fast and im graduating..
now i understand why many adults hope tat time could turn back..
walking in adulthood is realli a challenge..
suddenly im going be to standing all on my own..
quite scary and stressful..
but its all part and parcel of life..i know i will make it thru..everybody passes this stage..so i shall not fret as well..

so people..im 19 now..8 more months to 20 years old..if u wana crap with mi, do it now and fast..cos when i hit 20, i will accept NO NONSENSE OK!

HAHA! CRAZY. IM TALKING COCK. IN FACT I CANT LIVE WITHOUT LAME JOKES AND RUBBISH
BYE BYE.
LOVE U BABY.
GOOD LUCK FOR UR FRIENDLY MATCH TONIGHT

2007-01-21T00:45:00.000-08:00

reasons why i seldom blog:
1)the damn blog takes a century to load
2)i am so so so x10 busy with school
3)i am so so so x10 tired
4)i dunno wad to blog
5)i always forget my username and password

well..i thk the 5th reason is alr good enuff to say why i dun blog. i fuckin always cant rem the username and password..its like 5 to 6 times before..fuck man. and i know tat if i forget them again, i will get real frustrated tat i can smash my whole laptop down..to vent my anger. haa. but heng ah..manage to get it right this time despite the long MIA from bloggin.

eatin baby's tidbits now..v v unhealthy tidbits..lots of oil and dunno wad. but super sian lah. so jus eat lah.

for e past one week plus, we have been busy with projects..
stayin in school till 8 plus 9 plus..
madness..
thanks to those projects..
but its all comin to an end soon:)
school is done with in another 2 weeks..
most projects due next week..
phew!!!!!
im glad tat all of us are cooperatin well..
and make thinsg much easier and smooth-sailing
grit our teeth till poster presentation
and everythg will be much O-V-E-R

np been busy as well for the past few daes..
open house and so..
e onli gd thg about it is the free swenson ice cream we had]
and the free fries voucher from swenson..
haha!!! gluttons. greedy. gian beng. shameless wadever u can call us
cos all of those free thgs are onli meant for the students who came for open house
but we happily go queue up for it as well.
sometimes it really benefits from being thick skinned haa
and not forgetting the eclair from HMS

to baby
thanks for ur patience for the past few days
mood has been really atrociously bad cos of projects and stress
but baby thanks for being by my side always
u realli cheered mi up when i met up with u
its like ive nv known stress before.
every week i dread school..
the onli thg i look forward to is seein u..
I WANA GO SHOPPING!!!!
hahahahaha. loves&hugs

scientists say doom's day is drawing near
i hope tat if thats true,
it better happen fast
dun wait until i make money den doom day
i will cry in netherland
somemore nobody is goin to burn us hellnotes when we are dead (which means we may be so damn poor in the other world)
cos all of us will be dead
i thk the worst thg is to survive in doom day.
i guess its onli 1 and onli u left on the world.

wad will u do if u know tml is doom's dae??
eat? cry? laugh? spend all ur money? fuck all night? or wad?

2007-01-02T14:09:00.000-08:00

oh my god.
look at the time. 609am and im bloggin
sch's at 9am later
sigh

cant sleep e whole night.
body was so tired but cant fall aslp at all.
fuck man.
how to survive till 5am later?
hai.

this time im realli drained out..
its not gonna be the same anymore im sure..
jus awhile more..a lil while more,
i'll make it thru
and able to stand alone once more
without expecting from anybody anymore
i'll learn to make myself happy
i know i can..

'absence makes ur heart fonder'
baby this is definitely not for mi now.
it doesn apply to me at all especially when u are going ns soon.
i jus wan to spend every possible time tog with u.
do u understand?
it's now that we lay the strong foundation for our relationship in order for us to pull thru ur ns years.
its 2 yrs. not 2weeks. not 2 months
so much can happen within then.
absence should nt b an issue in our rs now
it should come later,
when the time is right
do u understand?
if u do, im glad
if u dun, then too bad also.
i shall not force myself to let u understand

every decision that one makes, he/she has to bear certain consequences
its jus tat whether there are more pros or more cons
think carefully before any decision made
cos life is too short to regret
once bitten twice shy
the past is always an experience and lesson u can nv forget or overlooked
everythg happen for a reason
learn from the past..

so much so tat i duwan my past to repeat,
but some thgs ought to happen twice ro wake somebody up
maybe i will learn another lesson from this same thg tat is goin to happen again
but im glad tat im all prepared before things happen..
at least heaven is nt so cruel to mi afterall..

mi and u are responsible for wadever tat happens to our rs
it takes two hands to clap
sucha simple logic but so hard to do it.
to thk about it, its realli quite saddening know..

in the first place, i know tat it will nt work out at all when the solution is nt wad i realli want
at tat point of time, i was so helpless tat i gt no choice but to accept wadever u said
i love u so much tats y im willing to do wadever it takes for our rs
i love you so much tats why im willing to walk beside u in wadever path u choose
but have u love mi as much to be able to see e hurt and pain in me when walking tat path with u?
have u love mi as much to see the consequences we have to bear with choosing tat path?

wadever way u wan, its too abrupt and drastic change
u can handle and see it so postively becos it all benefits u.
u get all the happiness tat u wan
how about mi?
do u see happiness in mi ever since tat happens?
theres not much happiness for mi but onli tears,heartbreak,pain and an overwhelmed feeling for insecure.
i was willing to try tat way out with u becos i wan u to be happy as well
but i have to be frank with u,
tat way isnt gonna work out..
and tat way has made mi so drained out todae tat i dunno if i can be the same anymire
i dunno if i can treat this rs like e past anymore
i dunno if from now on, the past will realli b a past forever

12 kinds of love

2007-01-01T23:51:00.000-08:00

women need to receive:
1. caring
2. understanding
3. respect
4. devotion
5. validation
6. reassurance

men need to receive:
1. trust
2. acceptance
3. appreciation
4. admiration
5. approval
6. encouragement

happy 8th month

2007-01-01T08:09:00.000-08:00

happy anniversary baby

feeling so damn tired now. how how how?
i still have to get some thgs yet.
yawn and at the same time, fuck.
baby went to enjoy w his friends
im so blardy poor thg.
sob

i bet when i my down on my bed now,
i wun feel like slpin again.
it mus be my project
it must be!

sch's starting.
well..suck it.
detest sch detest projects.
but its my last sem.,
last 4 weeks.
perservere!

my grp mates,
hang on there..
dun fall sick dun anythg..
lets just pull through together.

baby,
i miss u. leave mi a sms to say u miss mi too when u see this.

otherhalf, please learn this

2006-12-27T11:20:00.000-08:00

baby..this is so us. this is wad we need to learn and know. dun resist to learn. becos im learning as well..

One of the biggest differences b/w men and women is how they cope with stress.
men become increasingly focused and withdrawn while women become increasingly overwhelmed and emotionally involved.
at these times, a man's needs for feeling good are different from a woman's.
he feels better by solving problems while she feels better by talking about the problems.
to her, sharing problems with another actuallu is considered a sign of love and trust and not a burden.
she is not ashamed of having problems.
not understanding and accepting these differences creates unnecessary friction in a relationship.

how men react when women need to talk (otherhalf, look at this. and reflect on us)

when women talk about problems, men usually resist. a man assumes she is talking with him about her problems becos she is holding him responsible. The more problems, he feels blamed. he does not realise that she is talking to feel better. a man doesn know that she wil appreciate it if he just listens.

men talk about problems for only two reasons:
they are blaming someone or they are seeking advice.
if a woman is really upset, a man assumes she is blaming him. if she seems less upset, then he assumes she is asking for advice.

if he assumes she is asking for advice, then he puts on his MR fix-it hat to solve her problems. if he assumes she is blaming him, then he draws his swrod to protect himself from attack. in both cases, he soon finds it difficult to listen and they find it difficult to communicate.

when a man feels attacked, he begins to defend himself. he thinks that if he explains himself, she will stop blaming him.
however, turns out to be more upset she becomes.
he doesn realise that explanations are not what she needs.
she needs him to understand her feelings and let her move on to talk about more problems.

each man found peace of mind when he finally understood that a woman's need to talk about her problem was not becos he was failing her in some way.
a man learned that once a woman feels heard, she stop dwelling on her problems and becomes very positive.

baby..this is one so big problem of us. i always feel that u got the wrong meaning of what i say. and yet i dunno how to explain what is wrong. and amazingly, i come across this little knowledge which is so true and can speak it all for me. i just need u to listen, understand and emphatize. now you that whatever i said to u before, im not blaming u nor letting u feel useless. this is communication. it is not inborne. it has to be learnt and practice. and lets start learning now..

when ever u are out with ur friends or work or wad and when im free, i will look for all these information on how to improve our relationship. i cherish this rs as much as u do. so im doin a lot of reading to find out how to communicate with you better and lessen the frictions between us.

im not looking for a bf now. and i duwan a bf now. im looking for a man whom i can rely and trust on and spend the rest of my life with me. and now, i know why i cant get what i want from you.

becos u are still, just a boyfriend.

curse of the golden flower/night at the museum

2006-12-25T08:29:00.000-08:00

both movies are thumbs up!

curse of the golden flower is exciting while the latter is entertaining:)

went vivo with baby todae. the children play area is a WOW
these days children are really lucky. they get to enjoy the best things really
however we din stay there for long cos its too crowded n nth to do.
broke la. no shopping. no nothing. n to think tat i missed the mango 50% sales,
i feel like killing myself!!!!! hai.
wanted to catch a movie at vivo but the show is full house.BOO
so take a bus back home and check other places
n we set at jurong east cinema. ok. the cinema is rather disappointing. no difference from watching tv at home. at home u dun even have to tilt ur head to watch n get neckaches at the end of it
e popcorn is quite nice la.

yest went for baby's and his friends gatherin
well not too bad i say
spend some gd time laughing la
n thanks ericia for keepin me company throughout BIG HUG FOR U:))
you're really a nice gal.
i will pray for ur 'opening ceremony' to come soon

to conclude,
quite a well spent xmas!

i have realise somethg.
i do not feel so stress with schwork anymore.
isit becos im numb?
isit gd or bad?
hmm.

thgs i need to do (aside from schwork):
clear my table. look like some shit/junk
clean away all e dust on my table
alter my irritating jeans.
apply baby johnson everyday to make my skin smooth n supple! haha
start readin storybook. i miss tat fav pastime!
do face exercise to slim down my fat face a bit

last merry xmas all my love ones..

sunshine after the rain

2006-12-23T07:41:00.000-08:00

finally..i feel so much comfortable now.

baby thanks for everything.
thanks for the hug
thanks for the much needed comfort
finally i feel tat your smile and laughter is from your heart
finally i feel your love for mi like last time.
i'll trust u more every each day
have confidence in you every each day
finally i feel tat thgs are really going to normal..

i miss youvery much. hope tat u too:)

last entertainment for e night

2006-12-22T08:53:00.000-08:00

is it love?

1. Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and your voice caught within your chest?it isn't love, it's like.
2. You can't keep your hand off them, am I right?it isn't love, it's lust
3. Are you proud and eager to show them off?it isn't love, it's luck
4. Do you want them because you know they're there?it isn't love, it's loneliness
5. Are you there because it's what everyone wants?it isn't love, its loyalty
6. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them?it isn't love, its pity
7. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?it isn't love, it's lack of confidence
8. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?it isn't love, it's infatuation
9. Do you tell them that everyday they are the one you think of?it isn't love, it's a lie
10. Are you willing to give up all your favorite things for their sake?it isn't love, it's charity
11. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?it isn't love, it's friendship
12. Do you accept their faults because it's part of who they are?then it's love
13. Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?then it's love
14. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply, it hurts?then it's love
15. Do you stay because a blinding incomprehensible mix of pain, and elations pulls you close and hold you?then it's love
16. Are you attracted to others but stay with them faithfully with no regrets?then it's love
17. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?then it's love
18. And always remember - love isn't one sided!! - Both must love for LOVE to exist!

entertainment part 4

2006-12-22T08:45:00.000-08:00

why guys like girls

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep4. the ease in which they fit into our arms
5. the way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything
is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side
9. the way they look good no matter what they wear
10. the way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. the way her hand always finds yours
13. the way they smile
14. the way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. the way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. the way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you'
18. actually... just the way they kiss you...
19. the way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. then the way apologize when it does hurt ..(even though we don't admit it!)
23. the way they say "I miss you"
24. the way you miss them
25. the way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

entertainment part 3

2006-12-22T08:40:00.000-08:00

why girls like guys
1. The way they always wear their favorite cologne (which happens to be the one that you bought them for their birthday)
2. The way the run their hands through your hair
3. The way that they look at you and you want to die right then and there
4. The way that they casually put their arms around you
5. The way that they kiss away your tears
6. ...and the way that they then get mad at how they can't make your problem go away
7. The way they show off around their friends, even though you both know that you would love them even if they missed a basket or two
8. How there eyes light up at the result of 3 hours of preparing for your date
9. How they always know just what to say to make you blush
10. How they sometimes think that they know just what to say to make you feel better, even if you think that it is the worst thing that they could say
11. The way they hold you close when you are cold
12. How they look at you when your mad at them and all your anger melts away
13. How they always smile when you are together
14. The way that they always let you win any game that you play together
15. ... and then when you point that out to them they pretend to not know what you are talking about
16. The way that they smile at you
17. The way that you feel when they call to apologize after you had a big fight
18. The way that they say I love you
19. The way that they say I love you in front of their friends
20. The way that they touch and hold you so gently, like they are afraid that they will break you
21. The way that they kiss you
22. The way that they open their arms to you when you are crying
23. The way that they never admit that you hurt them
24. The way that they try not to cry when they are afraid that they are losing you
25. The way that they think that they are your big protector, even though you think that you are theirs
26. The way that they say I miss you, even though they hate to admit it
27. The way that you miss everything about them when they are gone
28. The way that they remember your special moments, or aniversaries when you think that they forgot
29. The way that they apologize when they do forget
30. The way that they comfort you when you have a bad day
31. The way that you can't wait to get home and tell them all about your day
32. The way that they write you love letters even if they think that it is uncool
33. How they would rather be with you then their friends sometime
34. How you want to hug them even though they are all sweaty
35. Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without a trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitabley comsumed within the rhythimic beatings of his heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing a feeling, that is only felt.