reasons why i seldom blog:
1)the damn blog takes a century to load
2)i am so so so x10 busy with school
3)i am so so so x10 tired
4)i dunno wad to blog
5)i always forget my username and password

well..i thk the 5th reason is alr good enuff to say why i dun blog. i fuckin always cant rem the username and password..its like 5 to 6 times before..fuck man. and i know tat if i forget them again, i will get real frustrated tat i can smash my whole laptop down..to vent my anger. haa. but heng ah..manage to get it right this time despite the long MIA from bloggin.

eatin baby's tidbits now..v v unhealthy tidbits..lots of oil and dunno wad. but super sian lah. so jus eat lah.

for e past one week plus, we have been busy with projects..
stayin in school till 8 plus 9 plus..
madness..
thanks to those projects..
but its all comin to an end soon:)
school is done with in another 2 weeks..
most projects due next week..
phew!!!!!
im glad tat all of us are cooperatin well..
and make thinsg much easier and smooth-sailing
grit our teeth till poster presentation
and everythg will be much O-V-E-R

np been busy as well for the past few daes..
open house and so..
e onli gd thg about it is the free swenson ice cream we had]
and the free fries voucher from swenson..
haha!!! gluttons. greedy. gian beng. shameless wadever u can call us
cos all of those free thgs are onli meant for the students who came for open house
but we happily go queue up for it as well.
sometimes it really benefits from being thick skinned haa
and not forgetting the eclair from HMS

to baby
thanks for ur patience for the past few days
mood has been really atrociously bad cos of projects and stress
but baby thanks for being by my side always
u realli cheered mi up when i met up with u
its like ive nv known stress before.
every week i dread school..
the onli thg i look forward to is seein u..
I WANA GO SHOPPING!!!!
hahahahaha. loves&hugs

scientists say doom's day is drawing near
i hope tat if thats true,
it better happen fast
dun wait until i make money den doom day
i will cry in netherland
somemore nobody is goin to burn us hellnotes when we are dead (which means we may be so damn poor in the other world)
cos all of us will be dead
i thk the worst thg is to survive in doom day.
i guess its onli 1 and onli u left on the world.

wad will u do if u know tml is doom's dae??
eat? cry? laugh? spend all ur money? fuck all night? or wad?

oh my god.
look at the time. 609am and im bloggin
sch's at 9am later
sigh

cant sleep e whole night.
body was so tired but cant fall aslp at all.
fuck man.
how to survive till 5am later?
hai.

this time im realli drained out..
its not gonna be the same anymore im sure..
jus awhile more..a lil while more,
i'll make it thru
and able to stand alone once more
without expecting from anybody anymore
i'll learn to make myself happy
i know i can..

'absence makes ur heart fonder'
baby this is definitely not for mi now.
it doesn apply to me at all especially when u are going ns soon.
i jus wan to spend every possible time tog with u.
do u understand?
it's now that we lay the strong foundation for our relationship in order for us to pull thru ur ns years.
its 2 yrs. not 2weeks. not 2 months
so much can happen within then.
absence should nt b an issue in our rs now
it should come later,
when the time is right
do u understand?
if u do, im glad
if u dun, then too bad also.
i shall not force myself to let u understand

every decision that one makes, he/she has to bear certain consequences
its jus tat whether there are more pros or more cons
think carefully before any decision made
cos life is too short to regret
once bitten twice shy
the past is always an experience and lesson u can nv forget or overlooked
everythg happen for a reason
learn from the past..

so much so tat i duwan my past to repeat,
but some thgs ought to happen twice ro wake somebody up
maybe i will learn another lesson from this same thg tat is goin to happen again
but im glad tat im all prepared before things happen..
at least heaven is nt so cruel to mi afterall..

mi and u are responsible for wadever tat happens to our rs
it takes two hands to clap
sucha simple logic but so hard to do it.
to thk about it, its realli quite saddening know..

in the first place, i know tat it will nt work out at all when the solution is nt wad i realli want
at tat point of time, i was so helpless tat i gt no choice but to accept wadever u said
i love u so much tats y im willing to do wadever it takes for our rs
i love you so much tats why im willing to walk beside u in wadever path u choose
but have u love mi as much to be able to see e hurt and pain in me when walking tat path with u?
have u love mi as much to see the consequences we have to bear with choosing tat path?

wadever way u wan, its too abrupt and drastic change
u can handle and see it so postively becos it all benefits u.
u get all the happiness tat u wan
how about mi?
do u see happiness in mi ever since tat happens?
theres not much happiness for mi but onli tears,heartbreak,pain and an overwhelmed feeling for insecure.
i was willing to try tat way out with u becos i wan u to be happy as well
but i have to be frank with u,
tat way isnt gonna work out..
and tat way has made mi so drained out todae tat i dunno if i can be the same anymire
i dunno if i can treat this rs like e past anymore
i dunno if from now on, the past will realli b a past forever

12 kinds of love

women need to receive:
1. caring
2. understanding
3. respect
4. devotion
5. validation
6. reassurance

men need to receive:
1. trust
2. acceptance
3. appreciation
4. admiration
5. approval
6. encouragement

happy 8th month

happy anniversary baby

feeling so damn tired now. how how how?
i still have to get some thgs yet.
yawn and at the same time, fuck.
baby went to enjoy w his friends
im so blardy poor thg.
sob

i bet when i my down on my bed now,
i wun feel like slpin again.
it mus be my project
it must be!

sch's starting.
well..suck it.
detest sch detest projects.
but its my last sem.,
last 4 weeks.
perservere!

my grp mates,
hang on there..
dun fall sick dun anythg..
lets just pull through together.

baby,
i miss u. leave mi a sms to say u miss mi too when u see this.